♡︎Panic Attack♡︎

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Warnings - Panic Attack. Mistaken Gender Cursing
Requested by - @blazingmoonshine (I think)
Reader Pronouns - They/Them/Theirs
Characters - Ranboo Tommy George

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It was around 2, Ranboo, Tommy and George were streaming, while I sat in the corner of Ranboo's streaming room. I couldn't tell what he was playing but because he wouldn't stop screaming, he was probably playing a horror game or something.

It was quite funny to watch him jump at evey little thing.

After 2 hours of streaming, he paused for a water break. He spun his unicorn chair so he would face me. I lifted my hand and waved at him. He spun his chair back to his screen.

Yeah she's here. She's sitting in the corner.

My heart hurt. If you hadn't known, I was Agender. I didn't have a gender. Everyone called me a she, or her. And everytime they did, I wanted to scream and cry, but I didn't. Because Ranboo didn't know. Because Tommy didn't know. Because George didn't know. Because no one knew, except for me.

It had gone for half a year now.

I was afraid what he would think, I was afraid of what anyone would think.
So I kept it a secret.

Hey Y/N! Come 'ere! (Here without the H) Tommy wants to see you!

I took a deep breath to calm down and stood from my corner. I walked over to Ranboo's left and smiled. He handed me his headphones and I put them on.

There she is! 'Ello Y/N!

Tommy's loud British voice came through the headphones. My heart was shot.

I wanted to cry, but I held it it and smiled.

Wassup Tom!

It's Tommy you bitch.

Ok! Ok! No need to call me a bitch, it was a joke! Also, hi George!

Hi Y/N!

Whatcha playin'?

Some horror game Ranboo convince us to play.

Ewwwwwww! Why would you play with British people?

Y/N you bitch!

Ranboo and I giggled at the comment.

I watched as chat blew up, but my eyes where stuck on one particular comment.

'Y/N is a bish? Confirmed! 👍 EVERYONE SHE WAS CONFIRMED A BISH, I REPEAT, SHE WAS CONFIRMED A BISH!'

Almost every comment was she. I pushed the headphones off and hurried back to my corner. I pulled my knees up to my chest and sighed.

I'm not gonna cry, I'm not gonna cry!

I didn't cry.

Ranboo turned around in his chair to face me once again.

You Ok Y/N?

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