Found souls: Bucky barnes.

Chapter 15

After food we paid obviously but we took a little walk around New York. I didn't mind the cold but Bucky insisted that I use his jacket. We went home and went our separate ways. I'm now lying in the middle of the training room just looking at the ceiling because I'm fucking bored. I decided to go on the tread mill but I gave up. I'm now just thinking about my sister it's the anniversary of her death tomorrow. I think I'm gonna go to our favourite farmers market and get yellow and white flowers her favourite and a white little terracotta angel. I hear the door open.
"Doll?" He ask.
"What." I say.
"What are you doing on the floor?" He ask.
"Just thinking about tomorrow." I shrug.
"I wish I could take all your pain away but I can't." He say.
"Don't worry, now I need help getting up. I'm tired and I want to cuddle." I say pouting my lips and holding my hands up. He grab them both and drag me up.
"Thank you." I say. He chuckle. He grab my waist and throw me over his shoulder. I giggle and kick my legs. I decide on giving up. I put my hands on his ass to hold me up. Two can play that game love. He put me down on his bed. He jump on after me. I kick my sliders off. He wraps his arms around my abdomen and bury his face in my stomach. I play with his hair. I don't want this moment to end. Here, now, the compound is where I want to be. In his arms. Nowhere else. I end up falling asleep. For the first time in a while I haven't had a nightmare. Could it be him. I don't know but whatever it is I'm great full. I open my eyes. I see that Bucky's gone. I sigh and get up. I look down and see I slept in my workout outfit. I laugh. I jog to my room and have a quick shower. Wash my hair. I get out dry and straighten my hair.

*My hair*
I brush my teeth. I put deodorant on. I grab my clothes and change.

*My clothes*
I grab my boots and put them on. I do a natural make up look. I spray my iconic vanilla scent. I put my arrow necklace on. And a phew bracelets and rings on. I take one look in the mirror before I take one huge breath to calm my nerves. I walk out the door. I go to the lounge and see him on the phone to someone.
"No it's not." He laugh. He notice that I had walked in.
"Fine you win Steve, I gotta go but I'll see you tomorrow, bye punk." He say.
"Looks like you were having fun." I joke.
"Don't start please." He say. I giggle a little.
"You ready?" He ask. I nod my head. I'm speechless once again.
"Come here." He say holding his hand out for a hug. I walk over and hug him.
"I'm ready." I say. He nod his head and grab his car keys. We go to the garage and get in. He start the car and drive us to a coffee shop for coffee. We walk to the farmers market and get her flowers and the little angel.

*Her flowers*
I thought I'd add a little red in there for her not to forget me.

*The angel*
We walk back to the car hand in hand. He start the car and I tell him where the cemetery is. We get there. I keep taking big breaths to avoid a panic attack. I pick up the bag and flowers. I open the car door and make my way to her grave under a tree. Hidden away. I walk up to it and place the dead flowers in a nearby bin and place the new ones down. I open the bag with the angel and put it down. I take a seat in front of her grave. I talk to her. I know it sound weird but I can still feel her.
"Hey Val it's me Anna. Of course. I bet your thinking to yourself what am I doing here. I'm here because I love you and I can't let you go no matter how hard I try. I came to let you know that I'm doing ok like really great. I hope your proud of me. I moved in with the avengers because those bastards are looking for me. I met the most amazing man I have ever encountered. He's kind, charming, everything a girl could ask for. You would love him. I wish you were here." I say. I let the tears fall now. I felt someone behind me a while ago but I ignored it.
"Doll, I'm sorry to make this short but we have to get back Tony wants to call us for something." He say. I turn to face him. I never cry in front of people but I can't help it. He rush over to me and enclose me in a hug.
"Did you hear that?" I ask.
"Most of it." He say. He help me up. I look back down. I sigh.
"Come on let's go." I say. We drive back to the compound. We go the the meeting room and call Tony back. Me and Bucky sit opposite each other not to make it obvious.
"Well what took you so long." He asked sarcastically.
"We had things to do. The world doesn't evolve around you ya know." I say. He rolls his eyes before starting.
"We just wanted to let you know we'll be back tonight so if you hear anything don't shoot." He say.
"Is that An I hear." I hear Nat say. An is my nickname Natasha insists even tho Anna is a nickname. I don't understand her.
"Yes it is." I smile.
"Hey! Hey Bucky." She smirk. I roll my eyes.
"How'd it go?" She ask.
"It was fine." I say playing with with my hands again.
"Well I can't wait to see you." She squeal.
"Me too." I laugh.
"Ok we have to go see you guys tomorrow." Tony say.
"Bye." Me and Bucky say.
"She has a problem." He say.
"Tell me about it." I say.