welll i have more friends now, i have blonde highlights, me and nebula have been good for six months now, me and leo about four or six months, my mental health is getting better somedays, i have been THREE MONTHS CLEAN *drugs, drinking* i feel so proud of myself i have stopped going to Kadien's grave alot cause my doctor and therapist think it will be good for me not to go all the time i only one a week now though i will never stop thinking about him, kash has been so good and so helpful to me by that i mean when i get the urge to smoke i just look at him and think its not worth it... i want to say thank you for everyone who has never left my side no matter what... i just love you all and sooo yeahh thats me...
