i am not gonna write day ten today i am too high and stressed right now and its fucking killing me i just want kadien back and i need kash i need to hug him, hold him, i need a break from life i guess that why i do these hardcore drugs like my life is so messed up right now i might not make the rest of summer but i gotta stay for my kid 
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  