i am sorry for what i did lets say i am no longer clean i tried i did and i fucking hate what i am doing its just its so hard to fucking stop like if i could go back and not do it i would and i know alot of you are gonna be mad at me i am mad at myself i can even last two fucking weeks this sucks and i am sorry and i am sad cause when i took the drugs i realized i might never get clean and that hurts
