things i admit and the reason( triggers warning)
1. i am not the best dad: i do things most parents wouldnt do, i often ignore my child because when i look at him all i see is josh and when i feel really sad i ignore him, i hide from him alot when i feel my mood swings coming on or when i am angry, i failed as a parent
2. i am not the best boyfriend: i ignore them or sometimes take my anger out them, i go days or weeks without talking to them, i feel like my alters get in away alot, i always let my alters of take over when i talk to them
3. i am not perfect: i have all the mental disorders and issues, i am drug addict and an acholic, i take my anger out on people you dont deserve it, i stop talking to people when i feel alone, i dont ever understand how i still have friends
thats all for now and i will add more later
