I'm sorry. I fucked up. I get that now. But you're being childish not answering my calls and your little brother is a dick every time he answers.
This is why I'm writing a letter to you like I'm in the stone age.
Listen, I just want to talk to you. I fuck up a lot but I don't want to fuck this up. Hawkins is shitty but it's a lot less shitty when I'm spending the day with you.
I didn't have sex with her. I was on my way to the motel... but I couldn't get your stupid face out of my head. I get it. I do. I don't know why I was being such a dick to you that day or why I said the things I said to you. I'm good at hurting people, but I never wanted to hurt you. You don't deserve it.
Something happened that night though and it's freaking me out. I don't know what's real and I honestly think I'm going insane so I really need you to talk to me, Hazel. Talk to me. I'll do whatever. I just need you to talk to me.
I'm sorry Hazel.
Here's that mix tape I've been saying I'll make for you. Hopefully, it'll soften you up to accept my apology.
- Billy
P.S. Max keeps asking about you. It's getting annoying.
1 Rebel Yell ~ Billy Idol
2 I Hate Myself for Loving You ~ Joan Jett & the Blackhearts
3 Metal Health (Bang Your Head) ~ Quiet Riot
4 Cherry Pie ~ Warrant
5 No One Like You ~ Scorpions
6 Kickstart My Heart ~ Mötley Crüe
7 White Wedding - Pt. 1 ~ Billy Idol
8 Rock You Like A Hurrican ~ Scorpions
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renegade - e. munson
Fiksi PenggemarAfter the Russians almost successfully opened the gate, Hazel Henderson has now been let in on the truth behind Hawkins's curse. Hazel is trying to forget the horrors of her past and what she witnessed on July 4, 1985, but her nightmares are constan...
