FOR YOU •Mafia Secret Agents•(Black Agents' Zumi)

Chapter Twenty-Eight

Traiven's POV

Paglabas ko sa library ng room ko ay wala na si Zumi sa kuwarto ko.

Yes,Zumi na ang tawag ko sa kanya dahil yun naman talaga ang pangalan niya.

"Nanay Sylvia,si Zumi-este Hanna po?"

I forgot that they knew her as Hanna and not Zumi.

"Ah,nasa library po. Pinatawag ni Senyor Mike,may pag-uusapan yata."

Nangunot ang noo ko sa narinig. Why would dad call Zumi and talk to her alone? Pwede namang kaming dalawa ni Zumi ang tawagin niya.

Tinanguan ko lang si Nanay Sylvia bago naglakad papuntang library,kung nasa'n rin ang office ni Dad.

Hindi ako nagdududa kay Dad at Zumi,pero kinakabahan ako at hindi ko alam kung bakit. Alam kong walang ginagawa si Dad at ang girlfriend ko,pero feeling ko may mali. May bagay na hindi ko alam.

Kakatok na sana ako ng marinig ko ang boses ni Hanna na parang paiyak na.

".....That I am not his Hanna,his Zumi. And his very kind girlfriend."

What does she mean by that?

"He said,he hates bad persons. And I'm one of those. He hate liars,and I'm still one of those. He don't know that Zumi and Blythe is me. He didn't know that I am the woman who always saved him. He didn't know that I killed so many people already,he didn't know that I'm the woman behind those black mask."

Fuck.

No.

Don't tell me,she lied to me?

Fuck! She fucking lied to me!?

"Zumi,hija. Don't feel so bad. You killed,because it's needed. You killed them because they did something wr—"

Kaagad kong tinulak ang pintuan at kita ko kung pa'no sila natigilan ng makita ako.

"So it's true. That you, Blythe and Zumi are the same. And you are the mysterious woman. You lied. You're a big liar." mapait kong saad.

I feel so fucking betrayed!

"T-traiven..." She stuttered.

I smirked, "Scared aren't we?"

I saw how her tears fall to her cheeks,i badly want to wipe those freaking tears but I'm too hurt.

"Y'know what? I really don't expect you to lie to me. I fucking trusted you. I love you Zumi. But this is all what you did to me!? To break my fucking heart because of that damn unexpected revelations that I heard right now!? If i didn't hear this fucking conversation,i still won't find out who's the real you! I still won't know that you are that woman!"

Zumi sobs. But I'm blinded with anger anymore. I'm angry with her.

"I didn't even know if the actions you showed me were real! I didn't even know if you really love me!"

"Traiven I love you!"

"A lie again?" I said sarcastically, "You know i hate liars,but you lied!? You have all the time to tell me who really the fuck you are! But you still chose to hide your real identity! Why did you lie to me!? Why!?"

Rinig ang buong boses ko sa buong masyon but i don't fucking care anymore.

"Anak! Traiven!"

Napatingin ako kay Mom na hinihingal pa dahil sa pagtakbo papunta dito.

"You Mom? Don't tell me,you also knew about this bullshit?"

"A-anak... We just did this for you."

I laugh. Note the fucking sarcasm on it.

"Fuck! Why do you need to lie to me!?" My tears suddenly fall and I don't give a shit about it.

"Traiven,please... Understand us."

I motion my head to Zumi,she was crying.

"We just did this f-for you. For s-safety."

Linapitan ko siya at mahigpit na hinawakan ang magkabilang balikat niya.

"You didn't know what i fucking feel right now Zumi! So don't tell me to understand you! I just don't fucking understand why you need to hide this! Pwede niyo namang sabihin sa'kin!"

"Because we don't want you to be worried around your surroundings! We just want you to focus on your studies!" Zumi blurted out, "We love you that's why we don't want you to get distracted and we don't want you to waste your time thinking about your enemies!"

"Do you think I fucking care about our enemies?! No! That's a fucking no!" Pahigpit ng pahigpit ang paghawak ko sa mga balikat niya,alam kong nasasaktan ko siya pero wala akong pakialam.

"Traiven stop that!"

I didn't listen to Dad instead I tightened my grip on her shoulder.

"I am so fucking hurt by what you did! I feel so fucking betrayed! Ginawa ko naman ang lahat oara mapasaya ka,mapo-protektahan naman kita! Bakit kailangan mo pang magsinungaling sa'kin!?"

"Because I fucking love you!"

"Love!? You love me!? Now that's a fucking lie!"

Nakaramdam ako ng sakit sa kanang panga ko kaya ako napahawaka dun,dahilan para mabitawan ko si Zumi.

Fuck,sinuntok ako ni Dad.

"I didn't raise you to be a bastard Traiven! I didn't raise to be an asshole! Especially to womans!" Dad shouted.

I smirked, "But you made me. Right now."

"No,Traiven... Son,just understand us." Humihikbi na si Mom. Nakaramdam ako ng galit sa sarili ko dahil napaiyak ko si Mom pero mas lamang ang galit ko sa kanila.

"You." I coldly stated to Zumi. "Leave this place right now!"

"Traiven.."

"I don't want to see your face again!"

"Babe,please..."

"And don't call me that! I'm breaking up with you! I don't want a liar girlfriend! And I don't want a killer beside me!"

Mas lalo siyang napaiyak sa sinabi ko.

"You're a fucking killer! Leave my house right now! Nagsisisi ako na ikaw pa ang babaeng minahal ko! Ang ayoko sa lahat ay ang mga sinungaling at higit sa lahat ang mga mamamatay-tao!"

Agad siyang napatakbo palabas. Hindi ko alam kung dahil ba yun sa galit ko o dahil sa mga sinabi ko.

"Anak. Bakit mo sinabi yun sa kanya?"

"She doesn't deserve that words son."

"Bagay lang yun sa kanya. Sinungaling siya. Mamamatay-tao." Saad ko at linisan ang library.

Nasuntok ko ang pader ng kuwarto pagkapasok na pagkapasok ko. Nagsi-unahang tumulo ang mga luha ko. I'm hurt.

Alam kong nasaktan ko siya pero mas nasaktan ako sa ginawa niya. Nila. Galit ako dahil sa pagsisinungaling nila. Mahal ko siya,mahal ko sila pero bakit nila to ginawa sa'kin? Bakit kailangan nilang magsinungaling?

Bakit kailangan pa nila akong saktan ng ganito?