Arranged Marriage | Joshua Hong

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I sat in the indoor garden on the floor while hugging my knees. I can't take it at all. I just feel so empty. I feel so miserable. Joshua... I misunderstood that man.. i don't deserve him. If i had said yes and given him a chance, he would get so happy.. i should've had atleast said a simple no, why did i make fun of him.. I'm such a devil

My eyes are paining from running them while crying, i laid my body on the grass and slept

I woke up feeling water being poured on me, it was raining. I got up and ran inside, i was whole wet. I checked the time and it's just been half an hour since i was asleep

Father: Joshua's parents want to see you in their room

I nodded and with heavy steps, went towards their room. I really wanted to check up on Joshua but i know it's not the right decision to

I never really knocked on their door before going in because i always felt like they are my own parents and neither did they have any problem but this time, i knocked. I'm sure they don't want me here at all

I just stood there with my head hung low

Dad: you are my best friend's daughter, that's why we are not filing a complaint

This made me cry.. it did. I never expected Dad to say this

Mom: I can't let Joshua live with you, i don't want him to go through all those thoughts again, he has had enough
Dad: Divorce is the best option now

I looked at them shocked with teary eyes

Y/n: please don't do this, please give me a chance

I said while crying

Mom: no y/n, giving you a chance will hurt our son
Y/n: please.. just one month, please. If he still hates me till then, then i will sign the divorce papers
Dad: no

I sat down while holding Dad's right leg

Y/n: please please please
Dad: no means no
Y/n: I- I love him.. and it hurts to see him like this, please let me correct my mistakes.. please.. with you both, i never felt like you both are my husband's parents but it felt like you both are my parents.. though I didn't love Joshua till yesterday, but after knowing what all i did for him, my heart just broke apart and i realised how much he means to me now. Please give me a chance, please. I beg you

There was complete silence and only my sobbing was heard