Backstabbing boyfriend | BakuDeku

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⚠️tw// mentions of self harm and depression⚠️

Izuku pov

It's been a few months since we first started this friends with benefits thing. We have weekly sex, usually at his place because Uraraka started to get suspicious and would randomly come into my house unannounced. To make it less awkward me and Kacchan started to hangout as friends so she would think we just became good friends again. This seemed to buy us more time. I just tell her me and Kacchan are going to hangout or I'm spending the night there and she lets me.

I'm closing up the restaurant from another busy day, business has been great! Me and Kacchan also started working together and he's almost as successful as me. The only downside right now is now not only is Uraraka pestering me about marriage, my friends all are too. Every time we talk they asked when I'm going to propose. I just tell them I haven't found the right time yet. Just like high school I'm being pressured into it.

I'm actually considering proposing.

Before I could think any farther I see a familiar blonde walk in while I was cleaning up. "Hey." He kissed me. "Kacchan! Stop doing that in public, what if someone saw us?!" I yelled. Ever since we started hanging out after work he tried sneaking in some touches and kisses here and there. "So? Let them see." I feel like Kacchan just doesn't care about my relationship, I made it clear we can only do these things when we are alone at home but, he never listens.

I just roll my eyes and continue finishing things up. Kacchan just sat at one of the tables on his phone waiting for me. When I finished I sat down with him. "Wanna go to dinner with me? I know a good restaurant not to far from here and when we are done we can go back to my place."

"Sure! I don't have anything else planned so why not?" I smiled at him and I swore I saw a small smile appear on his face but it quickly went away when he looked back down on his phone. "Who are you texting?"

"Kirishima, he's getting on my nerves." He set his phone down and stretched. "How so?" I asked.

"When we were in college we became friends with benefits and fucked a ton. He confessed and I turned him down and after that we didn't do anything sexual again. We are still friends but now he's trying to become fuck buddies again and I keep telling him I'm not interested." He let out a groan which sounded really hot. My heart ached when I heard he was fucking other people other than me but, I can't be mad at him for it. I mean, I left him for a girl I don't even love.

"So what am I? Just one of ur fuck buddies?" It came off more rude than I intended but before I could fix it he spoke up. "I mean we agreed on sex again didn't we? Nothing more nothing less." Hearing that come from him hurt.

"Guess your right, just thought I meant something more that's all." I knew he only wanted me for sex, that's what I wanted him for too. I think at least. Okay I'll admit I've had a massive crush on him since middle school but I surely don't still like him. It's just when I see him my stomach feels all weird and my face gets flushed. Even if I still liked him he doesn't see me like that, he just wants my body.

"You do." He mumbled. I thought I was hearing things so I asked, "what was that Kacchan?"

"Nothing." His phone went off and he opened it to see more texts from Kirishima. "How do you tell someone you don't want to fuck them because your already doing it with someone? Ugh." I giggled at this.

"Well I mean, do you want to have sex with him? Just because ur doing one person it doesn't mean you can't have more as long as your not taken by anyone right?" I added. I was secretly hoping he would turn this down and tell me I was the only one he wanted.