Until Married

Chapter nineteen

All I know is that I didn't want this moment to be over, so she ended up taking off my shirt and I had unbuttoned her nightie dress.  Are you sure you want to do this?'' I asked him because I don't want to pressure him into sex. 

''I don't mind.'' He kept kissing me as we remove one another clothes off. We were naked right in front each other where Lucas run his hand through my body and in that moment, I felt safe knowing he likes me for who I am. 

''You are beautiful.'' He says and I couldn't help myself to giggle. 

''What?'' 

''This is the first time you called me beautiful.'' I sound very annoying, but I didn't why I was acting like this. He told me that I don't need to be ashamed because he knew from the moment, he saw me at the bar that I was beautiful. I kissed him with my arms wrapped around his neck as he embraced me around my waist. 

I laid on the bed as he was on top of me kissing me, I was not thinking about Jackson let alone Michael because I felt something in my heart that was pumping red for Lucas. He caressed my leg working his way up to my breast as he was sucking on my breast. We shared a kiss and another as he slid himself of me as he touches me in ways I cannot explain. 

He thrust himself inside of me over and over again and I couldn't help myself to moan louder and louder. I never thought Lucas knew how to make my body response this way, it was rare because I never felt like this with Michael. Michael and I tend to sleep with one another for about three times in a week and it took one time with Lucas to make my body feel this way. 

After I had sex with Lucas, I took a shower because we were getting ready to leave to make it within the next four hours. As I was showering, I was thinking about how he made me feel by touching each body part he had touched me. It made me horny all over again and I wanted Lucas to touch me and make me feel this way again and again, so I called out Lucas's name. 

Lucas came in the bathroom asking if I was alright and I told him I was but needed something from him. He had suspected that I wanted round two with him but this time in the shower, so he took off his clothes by getting into the shower pinning me to the wall as he slid two fingers inside of me causing me to moan loud. As he kisses my neck and caress me, I couldn't help myself other to orgasm all over again.  Once we were done having sex in the shower, we got ourselves dressed to hit the road. We were quiet for half the road trip because we wanted to savor the moment, we just shared with one another. 

The moment I was ready to talk to him Jackson had called me to ask me if I was on the way.  I was speaking to Jackson for the rest of the ride while Lucas was driving, and I wanted to talk to him.  We had arrived where Jackson was waiting for us outside, even Lucas's mother was outside waiting for her son. I got out of the car hugging Jackson and Jackson wanted a kiss, but I didn't want to do it right in front of Lucas. 

''Oh Lucas.'' His mother couldn't wait to embrace him even though she had seen him at the luncheon about three days ago.  Marisol came out of the house door ready to embrace Lucas as he was getting out from his mother's embrace. 

''Baby.'' she says. She kissed him right in front of me and I couldn't help myself other to kiss Jackson right in front of them as well. Then Lucas's mother told us she welcomes us to her home where I turned my head to look at Lucas which he didn't turn to look at me. I went up to my room where I got myself refreshed before I went downstairs until I overheard a voice so familiar. 

I overheard Stephanie, Cherry, and Michael walking down the hallways. I opened my door to see if I was right. Stephanie spotted me and she walked towards my door saying hello to me.

''Isabelle, what a pleasant surprise to see you here.'' 

''I was invited by Jackson.'' 

''Jackson is a nice man.'' 

''Cherry.'' I looked at my sister where she told me she needs to speak to me. Stephanie and Michael walked away as I exchange looks with Michael. Cherry came into my room telling me how she is sorry for making me feel so small. She wanted to let me know how she sees Lucas with me, but I told her I am with Jackson. 

''You haven't seen how Lucas looks at you.'' 

''No, I don't think he is into me.'' 

''Oh, come on you are blind, I can tell he loves you.'' I was feeling guilty because I slept with Lucas while I am with Jackson, but now I am confused because I am feeling something for Lucas but at the same time I feel something for Jackson. 

''Promise me you won't tell.''

''What?'' 

''Just promise.'' 

''I promise.'' 

''I slept with Lucas during this trip.'' 

''Isabelle?'' 

''I know.'' I can tell Cherry was ready to scold me for sleeping with someone else while I am dating someone else. 

''Do you love him?'' 

''Do I need to love him to sleep with him?'' 

''No, Isabelle, but you need to confront your feelings because now you are going to be confused.'' Cherry was right because right in this moment I was confused on what I am feeling. I am feeling something for both guys, but I don't know which one my heart is going to choose.