OS And TS

Ahaan's Breakdown

Ahaan was in tension from few days due to office work as his company was facing losses...
One day in afternoon he came home to take his one file and he found that ishqi was with her one friend in hall. He was in hurry so he said hello to both of them and went to his room...as he was entering room he heard something
Ishqi 's friend said her in low tone but he heard:  maine suna hai ki tere aur tere husband ki baat shaadi ke 2 months mein hi divorce tak pahuch gyi thi...is this true...

He further didn't listened and went near cupboard and searching his file...suddenly he came across a file...he opened it n smile came over his face...it was pregnancy reports of Ishqi but suddenly his smile disappeared as he remembered her miscarriage...he kept that file and took his file and left for office...he was passing by but he heard voices of some employees talking about his mother that how she was in mental asylum for 20 yrs and how their boss hate her... he sat down in his cabin and working...

He was working but now his mind was distracted to whatever he heard and saw...apparently tears formed in his eyes remembering about the past events...he went in deep thinking that day...he even didn't received call of Ishqi...

It was late at night and ishqi was still waiting for Ahaan. When she heard a horn , she knew it was Ahaan and today she was in mood to scold him. So she was waiting in her room...Ahaan silently went to his room and found ishqi sitting silently...she was about to scold but looking at his face she stopped...it seemed that he was drunk...
I: avm aap pikar aaye hai
Ahaan moved towards her and sat down and kept his head on her lap..
A: Haa...sorry ishqi...main drink nhi krna chahta tha but rok nhi paya khudko..
Ishqi touched his face and found he was crying
I: avm aap ro q rahe hai...
He looked up and started slapping himself
A: bahaut bura hu main Ishqi...sabko hurt kr deta hu hamesha..
She held his hands and sat down and hugged him
I: Kya hua hai avm...aap aisa q bol rahe hai..
He broke hug
A: Tum bahaut acchi ho ishqi...main hi bahaut bura hu...
I: pls aap ye bakwas band kijiye...
A: sach hi toh bol raha hu...I m very bad...maine kabhi bhi apna koi farz nhi nibhaya...20 saal se maine apni maa ko galat samja...unki main kabhi help nhi kr paaya aur naahi unhe support kiya...tumne jab support kiya toh maine tumhe hi ghar se nikal diya tumhe divorce tak dene ki koshish ki...tumhara trust tod diya...
(Tears started flowing from both of them)
A: Main apni behen apni sonu ko bhi protect nhi kr paaya usko hamesha maine pinjre mein kaid krke rakha...yaha tak toh chhodo main apne bacche ko bhi protect nhi kr paaya...meri carelessness ki vaja se tumhara miscarriage hua...
She hugged him...
I: pls avm shaant ho jaaiye...aapki koi galti nhi thi un sab cheez mein...situation hi aisi thi...aur pls vo sab past tha bhul jaaiye aap sab kuch...
A: nhi ishqi...main naahi kabhi ek Accha beta ban paya, na bhai, na pati aur bura Baap banta issliye bhagwan ne hamare bacche ko cheen liya...
I: avm pls aap chup ho jaaiye...aap bahut acche bete, bhai aur pati hai aur aap ek acche father bhi banenge...
A: Tum dilasa dene ke liye bol rahi hona...lekin jo sach hai vo sach hai...aur to aur pata hai main toh apni company ko bhi nhi sambhal paa raha...I m such a loser...

I(angrily): aap koi loser nhi hai samje...yeh jo Malhotra constructions aaj haina use uss mukaam par aapne lakar khada kiya hai...bhale hi thode bahut loss ho rahe hai abhi lekin main janti hu ki vo aap jaldi sort krlenge...
He just looks her...
I: aapne hamesha se Vahi believe kiya jo aapko bachpan mein bataya aur dikhaya gaya aur aapko kaha pata tha ki maa Kis condition mein hai...aapko apki maa ki fikar tabbhi thi jab aap unse Nafrat krte the...aur sonu uske liye toh bachpan se aap hi maa ,Baap aur bhai the..apna khudka bachpan bhulkar aapne use jaise sambhala vaisa koi nhi kr paata...aur mere liye toh aapne apni soch tak badal daali, meri har baat aap mujse pehle hi samaj jaate hai...aur rahi baat hamare bacche ki toh uss time na meri galti thi na apki shayad uparwale ko kuch aur hi manzoor tha...to pls apne aap ko blame krna band kijiye avm...main aapko aise nhi dekh sakti...

He hugged her...after sometime they both slept...next morning ahaan woke up  n he was having headache n he remembered last night..ishqi brought lemonade for him
I: ye lijiye pilijiye...sar halka hoga...
He drank n was going to keep glass on table but somehow it fall down...
I(sarcastically):oh no..ye glass to tut gaya...are aapne pakda tha issliye tut gaya...
He felt that she was angry for last night..
I: jaaiye jakar fresh hokar aaye
He went and was opening tap but water was not coming...ishqi goes there
I: oh no nal mein pani bhi nhi aa raha q ki aapne haath laga diya...
She opens lock of tap and water comes...
When he came out and searching for his shirt in cupboard but he found that none of his shirt was ironed...
Ishqi piche se ek shirt lekar aati hai...
I: oh no...ek bhi shirt iron nhi hai ...ho sakta hai aap pehente hai issliye...
He take shirt from her hand n he very well knew that she was much angry...

After getting ready,  he goes near ishqi ,held her and turned her towards him...
A: ishqi...
I: oh no..aapne toh ab muje bhi haath laga diya agar muje chot lag gyi toh...
A: ishqi pls...ye sab ab bolna band kro...I know it was my fault...muje drink krke nhi aana chahiye tha...sorry ishqi...
I: arre ruk q gaye aur sorry boliye...ek kaam kriye aap jo bhi cheez kre usse pehle sorry bol dijiye q ki saari cheeze to aapse hi kharab hoti hai...sabke zimmedar toh aap hi hote hai...

He was looking down and here tears formed in her eyes...
I: Haa maine hi aapse kaha tha ki apne aansu mat rokiye aur khudko khulkar express kijiye...lekin iska matlab ye nhi ki har dusri cheez ka blame aap apne upar lekar chale...main khush hu ki aap apne aap ko mere saamne puri tarah express krte hai lekin sach bolu muje toh mere vo sadu aur akdu vale hi avm pasand hai...
He smiled a bit...

She cupped his cheeks...
I: dekhiye avm...main aur aap dono hi jante hai ki hamare past mein kafi cheeze hui hai jo sahi nhi thi aur uske zimmedar shayad hum bhi nhi the...phir q aap apne aap ko sab cheez ka kasurvar samaj rahe hai...past ko bhulna asan nhi hai lekin hum usme se kuch sikhkar aage toh badh sakte haina...aur phir jab hum dono saath hai toh darne ki kya baat hai...hum sambhalenge sab...
He nods...he hold her hands.
A: thank you ishqi for being there with me...aur pls kal raat ke liye muje maaf krdo...
I: krdiyana muje paraya...
A: accha nhi bolta chalo...ek hug toh dedo ab.
They both hugged each other...
(In mind: thank you ishqi,  I m lucky to have you, mereko tumhare alawa koi nhi sambhal sakta)

The end.