The Woman Out of Reality (Steve Rodgers x Reader)

⍟ Chapter 14 ⍟

You started to slip back into consciousness. You guys were at a window. Steve knocked on it. A man opened it. It was Sam. "Hey, man," Steve said. He looked at you "Y/N! Is she okay?" with concern in his voice. Steve nodded "Just a bit exhausted she didn't sleep for 2 days." Sam nodded. "I'm sorry about this. We need a place to lay low." Steve said feeling bad. "Everyone we know is trying to kill us." Nat said shaken up. "Not everyone."  Sam said he let you guys inside and watched outside for you guys. Clear.

Steve put you on the bed. You woke up the minute he did. You gasped and looked around you. You took your gun out. Nat and Steve immediately went to calm you down. "He Y/N. You're at Sams's place. Hey Love. You're okay you're safe." Just then Sam entered the room. 

You pointed your gun at him. He put his hands up. Your vision cleared.  You saw it was really Sam. You put your gun down and breathed in and out. You ran to Sam to ensure you didn't shoot him "I'm so sorry Sam. It's just that I get uncomfortable with passing out in one place and waking up in another place. Are you okay? Did I hurt you in any way?"

He chuckled "No you didn't. I'm good I know how PTSD can make you think that you're going through the same event again." You sighed with relief "I need a shower how long was I out." Steve spoke up "I think 3 hours." You looked at him in surprise "Nah I can"t have been out that long" Then you realized "Oh my fucking god I did I drive that long." They all laughed and were relieved you were back at yourself a bit.

On the inside, Steve was worried for you. You did some healing. But still, you had only six months to heal even then you didn't heal at all you were busy living your new life adjusting. "I'm gonna take a shower I need it. I haven't had one in two days." Sam nodded "It's over there. " He pointed to the left of you guys. 

You went into the shower and started to cry. Your life just fell apart once more. All you wanted and needed was stability. But you got none. You didn't mind not having the domestic life but you wanted something to last. For 30 years of your life, you were living a normal life. But now you don't know anymore.

You three got done with your guys' shower. Sam announced he was making breakfast. Of course, Steve said he was going to help. You saw Nat drying her hair on the bed contemplating something. You sat down on the bed and asked her "You okay?" She smiled  "Yeah." You gave her look. She put the towel in defeat "What's going on?" She said "When I first joined S.H.I.E.L.D. I thought I was going straight. But I guess I just traded in the KGB for HYDRA." She sighed and continued "I thought I knew whose lies I was telling, but I guess I can't tell the difference anymore." You smiled "There's a chance you might be in the wrong business."

She smiled "Yeah." She looked at you "I owe you." You smiled "It's okay." She shook her head "If it was the other way around, and it was down to me to save your life, now you be honest with me, would you trust me to do it?" You nodded "I would now. And I'm always honestish." She chuckled. "Well, you seem pretty chipper for someone who just had her whole life just fell apart again."  You chuckled "Well, guess I just like to know who I'm fighting." 

Just then Sam came in the room door "We made breakfast. If you assassins eat that typa stuff." You snorted a laugh "Yes we do."

You just went into the kitchen and served everybody. While you were making your plate Steve came up to you. "Hey, Love are you okay." You sighed "No but I don't want to talk about it. I need time." He nodded and went back to the table.

After breakfast, Sam went elsewhere in his apartment. He came in with a SHIELD file and dropped it on the table. "So, the question is, who at S.H.I.E.L.D. could launch a domestic missile strike?" You sighed "Pierce." Nat added, "Who happens to be sitting on top of the most secure building in the world." Sam assumed "But he's not working alone." You nodded "Zola's algorithm was on the Lemurian Star." Steve then added, "So was Jasper Sitwell."  You then asked, "So, the real question is, how do the three most wanted people, in Washington kidnap a S.H.I.E.L.D. officer in broad daylight?"