Almost Heaven | Dreamsmp

seventeen

- get out of the past //

You grabbed the second letter and opened it carefully before reading it.

' dear y/n,
the kiss nearly cost you everything. when tommy saw us kissing it got you kicked out of l'manberg, but i don't regret it. it made us closer before it tore us apart again. you stayed with me while everything was cooling down, and that's when old feelings re-emerged, my feelings for you grew stronger than i could have ever imagined, stronger than they ever were. i screwed it up too quickly, and the thought of losing you again drove me absolutely crazy. when you tried to leave me i went insane. i hurt you, not just emotionally but physically. my sword cut into your side after tubbo shot me to save you from me. after i realized that i injured you, i destroyed the sword and contemplated everything. sapnap and george helped me pull myself back together, but i never forgave myself for what i did, even after you seemed to.
always yours,
dream '

Again you were hit with a million different memories at once, but quickly snapped out of it when you felt a presence behind you.

You quickly turn around to see Philza.

"Hi mate." Phil said softly.

"Hi Phil." You said, confused on why he was here.

"Tubbo said there would be tape for the grip of my sword at your place, and when I went in to find it, i found this." Phil said while handing you a small box.

Inside the box were small notes, letters, and gifts that you received from Wilbur, inside was also the letter you wrote to him.

"You read it?" You ask, hoping he'd say no.

"I did. I thought it must of been from him since the rest of the box were things from him, but I was wrong." Phil admits.

You ran your fingers through your hair with a sigh.

Philza sat down next to you.

"Wilbur was in love with you too." He tells you.

"Really?" You ask, a smile begins to form on your face.

"He told me about how upset he got after you kissed Dream. He told me how he kicked you out of L'manberg out of anger." Philza continues.

"He said he kicked me out because I was a liability." You say.

"That was only part of the reason." Phil tells you with a small laugh.

Silence filled the space before Phil eventually spoke up once again.

"Wilbur made me, Techno, and Tommy promise that if something were to happen to him, we'd take care of you and watch out for you." Phil said, breaking the silence.

"Seems more like i've been taking care of Tommy these days." You reply.

"He's a handful, that one." Phil says in agreement.

"You have no idea." You laugh.

"If you ever need anything, have Niki take you to me." Phil tells you as he stands up.

"I will." You say as you gather the letters and stand up as well.

Phil looks at you and pulls you in for a hug.

Tears begin to stream down your face, you felt like you needed to keep your feelings in for so long, but you couldn't keep them down anymore.

Phil hugged you tighter until you eventually let go. You look at Phil, his eyes seemed to be watering as well.

"See you later, Phil." You say to him.

"Until then." Phil replies before leaving.

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