REVELATION:
It was the night of an end, where things started to fall apart. Happiness turned into sorrow and pain. The love she felt for him over the past 10 years was now coated with anger and resentment. She thought it would be forever; endless and if ever it would reach the furthest, then it would be a happy ending. But her thoughts were shattered into pieces and scattered by one thing - betrayal.She felt betrayed. And worse, the person who hurt her was the love of her life. The source of her strength and ability to love passionately. Her reason for living. The man who vowed 'til death do us part'. The man whom she gave herself to. Her man. Her partner in crime. Her real life Jack and the Romeo of her life.
"Paulit ulit na lang" Sandra uttered the words vaguely.Her face showed distress and as she closed her eyes, drops slowly ran down her face. She had wiped them so much,they were red and swollen. When she went to look around, her vision was blurry; it was difficult for her to see clearly.
She ran across the rain. The atmosphere was a shade of bitterness and melancholy. The rain seemed sympathizing in her current state. "Why can't you just stay faithful?" She bursted out still with tears rolling down her face. Her weeping didn't seem to be recognized as the thunder rumbling and lighting striking joined her in sobbing.
She broke down entirely. Small tiny crystal beads creeped out of her eyes, one after another, soon it turned into a flowing stream of sorrow that ran down her face and dripped from her chin into her shirt.
She felt passing out. Her knees weakened and no one was unfortunately there to catch her fall. She trembled and collapsed herself down the wet ground.
I saw it. His infidelity. Back then, there were multiple claims about it but she just shrugged them off and put them at the back of her head. Simply because she trusted him.
I trusted him.
He confessed the first time, about his other woman but then promised to never slept with others again apart from her. You told me, you wouldn't do it again. Sinungaling ka! Yes, she forgave him even if it hurt her so bad.
Kahit ang sakit sakit na, tinanggap ko pa rin. I forgive you because I love you so much.She didn't want to forgive and forget.It was not easy, especially when the cycle was always repeating. Despite of my love for you, bakit mo pa rin nagawang lokohin ako?One was enough and two is too much. Sorry's and chances have lost their meanings.
She continued weeping. Tears were never ending.
Nagkulang ba ako?
Mali ba na ibigay ko sayo lahat?
Bakit mo ba ko laging sinasaktan?
Hindi pa ba ako sapat, kami ng mga anak mo?
Bakit kailangan mo pang maghanap sa iba? Nandito kami, nandito ako.
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