REVERSE:
He called her multiple times and she wouldn't answer it. She would never ever answer again, not even a text message from him, knowing how badly hurt she was. Her eyes, good Lord, her eyes. It wasn't the sweet Sandra I know. It wasn't the eyes where I always get lost whenever I look into them. It was very different. For a moment, when she laid them into me, I saw pain. I felt the anger and repulsion. If ever she listened first before walking away, he could've explained everything. That he didn't do it. That it wasn't his will. That it wasn't his intention to break her heart nor would never his intention to break it.
She saw me with her again, and the worse part was that, she thought that I was redoing my unfaithfulness again which was never true. It was a one time thing and never ever followed by second, third or fourth.
I chose to end everything between me and Ana long time ago. I love my wife, I love Sandra so much to cause her pain and suffering. I don't want her to experience any sorrow, but what am I doing? I was hurting her, even if I never did anything to hurt her.
It was a complete misunderstanding. She saw me with another woman. She saw me on top of her. She slapped me hard. Then cried and told me it was over. She walked away. I'm here chasing and preventing her from leaving. But was it worth it?
May babalikan pa ba ako?
Kahit anong paliwanag ko, hindi na siya makikinig. She made up her mind and knowing her, she would never change what she believed was true. Sirang sira na ko sa asawa ko. But it was so unfair! I was true to her. Hindi ko ginawa yung sa tingin niya. Wala akong ibang babae.
He attempted for the last time "Answer the goddamn phone,Sandy!"
He cursed continuously. Swears he didn't used to say we're coming out of his mouth because of panicking. "For crying out loud,Sandra!" Arman, gritted his teeth hard while yelling at his phone. He was mad. He was angry with himself because he made her go. He didn't stop her. Yes, he tried but it wasn't enough to tame and calm her from witnessing a situation in which she thought was real.
Ang tanga tanga ko. Kung hindi sana ako nakipag-usap sa babaeng yon, hindi to mangyayari. I should've known she (Ana) was planning something to tear me and Sandra apart.
But was he the only one to blame?
If Sandra thought about it first, then he would have the opportunity to clean his reputation. If Sandra listened to him first, then there would never be a misunderstanding. What if she let him speak? What if?
What is done is done. It's either he would do something to fix it or his wife and two children would be gone forever.
He had reached their home in a matter of time. He busted in the door, panting to death as he tried to run faster to catch up on her. Leaving-your-car-at-home-when-you-have-to-meet-someone-you-should've-not-met-the-first-place-and-you-know-your-wife-can-easily-put-malice-on-it-and-worse-catch-you-in-something-you-didn't-intend-to-do was not a good thing at all. He was dripping wet caused by the heavy rain outside as he got inside the house. The first thing that came to his mind was, "Where the hell did she go?" That is so selfish of me. I should've not come! How can I make her believe I wasn't doing anything. I didn't, I swear! God forbid me. He walked in the living room,barging in every door his vision see. He stepped back and gathered guts to scream his lungs out, " Sandra?!" He had checked all the rooms downstairs, except the ones upstairs. She must probably in their room, putting all her clothes inside the suitcase for she doesn't want to stay with him anymore because he messed up big time.
He was about to check the master's bedroom when he heard Aling Mina, their trusted kasambahay, crying and panicking toward him. They met halfway stairs. "Aling Mina, anong nangyayari?"
