"Chazer?"
Napatingin siya sa asawa. Nasa kama na silang dalawa at parehong hubad. They makeout without penetration again which is fine with him. As what he said before, hindi niya ito papasukin hanggat hindi ito handa.
Ang ganda nito habang namumula ang pisngi, medyo magulo ang buhok at bakas ang pawis sa katawan. Napalunok siya bago bumaba ang tingin sa dibdib ni Cassandra na paborito niyang halikan.
Mahinang sampal ang natanggap niya kaya naangat ulit sa mga mata nito ang paningin niya bago siya napangisi.
"Yes babe?"
Mas lalo itong namula bago umupo sa kama at hinila ang kumot patakip hanggang sa dibdib nito.
"M-may nakalimutan akong itanong." Sabi nito bago tumingin sa mga kamay nitong nasa kandungan nito. "Sino siya?" She asks bago nag angat ng tingin sa kanya. "Sino ang babaeng nang iwan sayo?" Tanong nito.
Tinitigan niya ang dalaga bago siya gumapang palapit dito at umunan sa kandungan nito. He then grab her hand and hold it tight before placing it on top of his chest.
"Chazer?"
He kissed her hand bago siya huminga nang malalim. This is it. The moment he dreaded to come .
"She Elle, my ex fiancé." He said na ikinasinghap nito.
"A-asan na siya?"
"Dead." Kaswal niyang sabi bago niya binitawan ang kamay ng asawa tsaka siya tumagilid paharap sa katawan nito tsaka siya yumakap sa bewang nito at isinubsob ang mukha sa may tiyan.
"Is that why you got mad at me dahil sa mga sugat ko sa pulso?" Nananatiya nitong tanong.
Tumango siya bago pumikit at hinigpitan ang yakap sa bewang nito.
"Elle is my college sweetheart. We've been together for two years when I proposed to her and she agreed to marry me. But since I just started my business with friends ay mas nag focus ako sa pagpapalago ng negosyo kesa sa kanya. Because I thought she would understand. And she did but she's hiding something from me." He said huminga ng malalim. "She's suffering from severe depression. And me as a fiancé failed to notice it."
"Chazer."
"I didn't give her time that she deserved dahil busy ako. She's an orphan you know. Maliban sakin wala na siyang matatawag na pamilya. Nung araw ng birthday mo ay ang araw kung saan siya sumuko sa buhay. And do you know what her last mesaage to me? She asks me to come see her, dahil pakiramdam niya mag isa siya. She wanted my presence but I choose to attend a fucking event dahil akala maintindihan naman niya. But I was so wrong. When I go to her condo, it's already too late. I saw her laying on the sofa with her wrist cut open. I was too late. She's already dead ng dumating ako." He said bago niya di napigil ang luhang kanina pa nagpupumilit na bumagsak.
"Hubby."
"That is a wakeup call for me. Tila ako sinampal ng paulit ulit. I choose business than her. The girl I loved killed herself while I was in a event trying to gather more investors." He said bago tumingin kay Cassandra. "That's why I got mad when I see your wounds. Ayaw ko nang pagdaanan ang mawalan at maiwan babe."
Umupo siya bago hinawakan ang kamay nitong may sugat sa pulso bago iyon hinalikan tsaka inilapit sa mukha niya.
"If ever I don't give you attention and you feel lonely, please don't do anything that would harm you. Puntahan mo ako, sampalin mo ako o kahit ano. Demand to have your attention from me, I will stop everything to do that. I don't wanna make same mistake of choosing my business than the woman I love. God give me a new beginning and that is you. I made you cry and I'm really sorry. But now that I have realized na mahal kita at diko kayang mawala ka, I promise to put you on my priority list. Ikaw muna bago ang mundo."
Naramdaman niya ang haplos nito sa pisngi niya bago ang banayad at malambing na halik na dumampi sa mga labi niya bago siya nito tinitigan.
"I'm sorry for almost giving up about life. Pero ngayong alam ko na ang hapdi mg kutsilyo sa balat ay diko na ulit uulitin iyon. Plus I have you now." Sabi nito. "Thank you for telling me about Elle. Her story and your story with her. May her soul find peace and you must find forgiveness. Dahil sure akong yun din ang gusto ni Elle, it already happened and done hubby. Forgive yourself and move forward. Ang pangyayaring nangyari sa nakaraan ay wala kanang kontrol. Di gaya ng sa hinaharap kaya mong baguhin ang desisyon mo para maiba ang takbo ng buhay. I promise to never hurt myself. Ikaw nalang ang sasaktan ko." Sabi nito na ikinatawa nilang pareho.
"I love you." He said and he meant it.
Cassandra smile at him happily bago kumandong sa kanya pabukaka.
"Babe." He said ng ipatong nito ang pagkababae sa ibabaw ng pagkalalaki niya. Fucking sh!t.
"If I ask you to fuck me, will you do it?" Tanong nito.
Napalunok siya bago umiling.
"No. But I'll make love to you." He said because after his confession, it's not a fuck anymore. It's now making love.
Kinagat nito ang labi and damn don't she look sexy in his eyes.
"Then do it. I'll give you permission to take me all the way."
"Cassandra."
"But before that. Let me asks you one important question."
"Go ahead."
"Are we still gonna file a divorce after a year?"
Napangisi siya bago yumakap sa bewang nito at hinila ito lalo palapit sa katawan niya na ikinasinghap nila pareho. Tangina.
"Are you crazy? No way. The moment you give up your body to me, is the moment you will surrender your rights to be single again. Akin ka Cassandra. Hanggang sa dulo akin ka."
Ngumuso ito bago yumakap sa leeg niya. The she start dry humping him that just turn the fuck out of him. This wife of him is such a fucking tease.
"Mahal kita Chazer." Sabi nito na ikinatuwa ng puso niya. "Gusto ko lang nang assurance na after kong ibigay ang sarili ko sayo eh tayo hanggang dulo. So yes make love to me. Take me all the way babe." Bulong nito bago nito hinalikan ang labi niya.
And while kissing each other ay inihiga niya ito kama habang nakapatong siya dito. Tonight will be the mark of their new chapter. This time being a husband and wife who love each other.
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Ps: don't expect spg sa next chapter. Hahahahahaha tinatamad akong mag sulat nun. Bagong buhay na this chariz hahahaha
