A normal day? I wish for nothing more than that. At the moment, my life is a single shard pile that I have to walk barefoot over. With each step, the cuts become deeper and yet the pain fades. That's how it will be, my future...
I go further and so...
Of course, I agreed, although I didn't realise yet how to explain this to Steve, I certainly had an excuse. So I spent the afternoon finding out what I could present to Steve. When he was still not back home in the late afternoon, I only wrote him a note that i was with Gemma. I took my key and deliberately left my cell phone under my pillow. When I arrived at Harry's house, I rang in the hope that his mother would not open the door. Harry opened and asked me in, we hugged each other deeply, and then went into his room. The rest of his family was probably not at home, we settle down on his bed and Harry finally told me why I should definitely come by. „I wrote a song and I want you to hear it first because it's about you." I looked at him with my eyes wide open, a song? About me? Now it was clear that Harry styles had written a song about me. He took his old guitar on his lap and began to play. „You're not closer to him Now you're halfway home Only call you when Don't want to be alone Oh, and you go Why? You don't know" quietly he played the last notes on the guitar, I knew it was about Steve and I couldn't accept that! When he finished the song, I got up. „Is...is it about Steve?" I looked at him questioningly "Um...i don't know...you don't like it?", at that moment the fuses burned through me. "What do you think?! How can you just come back to my life after 6 years and then judge MY relationship?! Just because your name is Harry Styles doesn't mean you can just do whatever you want!" Harry couldn't say anything about it, the shock was too great. He had never seen me like that, the shy little girl. "Em, calm down!" But no! I didn't want to calm down at that moment. „You didn't treat me any better back then! You just pissed off when I needed you! You never got in touch again! Do you actually know how bad I felt back then? I was at the end!" Tears culled over his face. "Em...emery!" Harry raised his voice, otherwise he would probably not have his say. „Why do you think I'm back here?! Do you think I haven't thought of you in all these years? I thought of you every damn day! Everyone! I dedicated all my songs to you and when you stood there in front of me at my concert...I love you!" I lost my breath. Everything happened in seconds, he took my face and pressed his lips on my...
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