When she opened the door to their place, she flicked the light on.
-Y/N...
She froze without turning back.
-Where have you been?
She turned around slowly, meeting his eyes. She saw that Jimin was sober and serious, sitting right in front.
- I can't go on like this, Jimin.
- Where have you been, babe. - he repeted.
- You already know.
- I need to hear it.
Y/N took a deep breath.
- I've been in Jin's apartment.
Jimin winced, closed his eyes and put his hands to his head.
- But it's not what you think.
- Isn't? And what is it then?
- We've just been talking.
- And why don't you talk to me?
- Because you don't listen.
- So the fault that you slept with him is mine.
- I have told you that I have not deceived you.
- Sure, because Jin hasn't always been wanting you to go into his arms telling you not to be with me.
- Don't talk about your hyung like that. Why do you not trust me? Is it because as you've been like that, you think I have too?
- I've never cheated on a woman. Never.
- Me neither! Jimin, now you are jealous but when I have asked you for more you have always told me that no, that the best we have for us is this, without obligations, without responsibilities.
- I have changed since that party of your master graduation and you know it.
- Yes, but it isn't enough.
- So, what do you want from me?
- Everything! But it's like you feel compelled to do it, not because you really want to. And I can't bear to feel like just another girl in your collection, that other women think they can flirt with you whenever they want in front of me because I'm not important enough.
- This is what it all comes down to? You being jealous?
- Is that the conclusion you've come to from everything I've said?
- No. Bottom line, you want us to be an official couple.
- Is it that crazy for you? Weren't you freaking out right now thinking that I was cheating on you with Jin?
- It wasn't jealous. I just don't like the thought of you being with other guys. Just me. Only me.
- So, maybe you'll have to get used to that because we're just friends with benefits and nothing more than that. – she said crossing her arms.
- Stop being like that. I just don't like sharing you with someone else, babe.
- So... are we exclusive or not?
-We are. - he hiss and in his voice it was noticed that he was reaching a limit
- Do you see how it seems that you feel compelled to say it? -she asked frustrated.
- What it seems is that you want to change me because you are not happy with me like that. – he snorted. He got up from his chair and began to raise his voice. - And I am fed up. Lately, every day we spent together you were acting really strange. I don't understand what's so wrong about me asking for sex. I don't have to feel guilt.
- It's the only thing you want from me.
-That's not true.
- You don't give a damn about me.
- Do you know what you're saying is bullshit?
- Oh, have you forgotten our video calls, maybe?
The two of them had started to raise their voices higher and higher, until they were practically yelling at each other, gesturing helplessly.
- Whatever.
- Let's just call it quits.
- Is that really what you want?
- Yes. I don't like the thought of sleeping with you after you fucked another of your women.
- Could you please tell me what the hell are you talking about now?
- I'm talking about you sneaking around with H behind my back.
- H, H... I really can't hear it anymore. Do you know how annoying this is getting?
- Then tell me again that your shirt was covered with lipstick from some unknown fan.
- I think you have gone crazy, it's ridiculous. I see you're turning everything I say against me. If there's one thing I can promise you it's that I have no feelings for you, Y/N.
- I'm so disappointed of you...
- I don't even care anymore if you're disappointed.
- You're a selfish, Jimin, you don't care about the other people feelings.
-You're definitely crazy as fuck. I don't recognize you anymore.
She felt sudden tears rushing down her face, failing at trying to wipe them away. He carefully walked towards her and tried reaching out for her hand.
- Don't touch me!
She instantly pulled her hand away. Jimin flinched at her sudden emotional outburst. He took a few steps back from her. Her fingers were holding the car and the apartment keys. Jimin looked at her hand with a shocked face when she threw it in front of his feet.
- You can keep those, I don't need them anymore.
She took her remaining things and ran out of their place but before, she told him one last thing.
- I won't be weak and broken after all this. Fuck you. You don't define my happiness.
- Wow, what a badass confident girl suddenly.
She slammed the door that echoed throughout the floor.
Ten days had passed without news from him. It was their worst fight but Y/N had had enough. It was a good thing she had finished to record the album so she haven't to see him. The eleventh night since the argument, Tae made a video call.
- What have happened with you and Jimin?
- We have quit see each other. It was a nonsense since the beginning.
- You've always had doubts.
- This time is different.
- I know. I can see it on how he is behaving.
- What are you talking about.
- I think you should try to fix it.
- No way.
- Just one last time.
- No!
- You're his one and only, Y/N. And he never had one, maybe he doesn't know how to behave, but deep down you know he has been changing for you. I have seen his happiness after one of your calls, and before say anything, I know him better than anyone, he wasn't lying.
- If he is so happy with me, why the other women? Why still being friends with benefits? At the end, it's only sex, we're not like a couple, he's not in love with me and the last time we talked he told me he promised he had not feelings for me.
- In a fight, Y/N, he told you in a fight.
- I have to go. I'm going to go out.
- Alone?
- Bye, Tae.
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