When she opened the door of their place, she turned on the light.
-Y/N...
She froze without turning back.
-Where have you been?
She turned around slowly, meeting his eyes. She saw that Jimin was sober and serious but calmer, sitting right in front.
- I can't go on like this, Jiminie.
- Where have you been, babe. - he repeated.
- You already know.
- I need to hear it.
Y/N took a deep breath.
- I've been in Jin's apartment.
Jimin winced, closed his eyes and put his hands to his head.
- We've just been talking.
- And why don't you talk to me?
She went to sit next to him and took his hands, looking at his fingers.
- Because you don't listen to me. Jiminie... I can't stand feeling like just another woman in your collection, that other women think they can flirt with you whenever they want in front of me because I'm not important enough.
- This is what it all comes down to? The bottom line is you want us to be an official couple.
- Is it so crazy for you? Weren't you freaking out right now thinking that I was cheating on you with Jin? Because I know you were, although you haven't said it.
- It's too soon for going public, Y/N. I can't do it. I'm not prepared. At all. I really like what we have.
- I wasn't talking about going public, just be an official couple.
- It's the same.
- No. I'm not talking about release a communicate. I'm talking about being us without caring about the consequences.
Jimin raised his hand and caressed Y/N's cheek without taking his gaze from her eyes as he shook his head, sad. He was silent.
- Say something, I'm giving up on you. Am I the only one who feel the bed so cold when we're not in it together? - she begged.
- I already told you. Being an official couple will not prevent me from cheating on you, as you think I am going to do. You went to talk to Jin, you came and in the end... The result is the same, you don't trust me. I no longer feel the need to try. You won't stop doubting me. I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you. Let's stop hurting us.
Jimin got up and even though Y/N was still holding his fingers, he released them.
- I go back to the dorm. You can stay here, if that's what you prefer. The rent is paid until the end of the year.
She realized that their relationship was over. Neither of them was going to blurt out the hackneyed phrases that they could still be friends or that it was best for both of them.
Y/N simply nodded, still looking as he gathered up his things and left without saying another word. When silence fell, she was still sitting. Jimin had left never to return, and although she was almost certain that at some point in the future she would be glad because she was no longer going to feel the anguish of doubting his faithfulness, at that moment she only felt empty. That, and that she needed to get out of that place as soon as possible.
Ten days had passed without news from him. It was good that she had finished recording the album so she didn't have to see him. The eleventh night since the breakup, Tae made a video call. He was sitting on the floor and was wearing a snapback.
- Hi, Y/N. I'm just calling to know how are you.
- Oh, I'm ok, thanks for asking. What about you?
- Worried.
- About?
- Jimin and you.
- You don't need to be worried. He did what he felt he had to do. And he was right.
- Why do you say that?
- Because I knew since the beginning what he wanted. He told me several times. And, because of my jealousy, I pushed him more and more every day, until he felt our relationship didn't deserve all the troubles I was causing to him.
- You didn't cause him any trouble. It would be all the contraire.
- Don't say that. I know it isn't true. I tried my best, but it wasn't enough. Imagine, I told him about being public... me! - she smiled sadly embarrassed. - It wasn't my finest moment.
- I think you should try to fix it.
- This time is different, Tae.
- I can see it on how he is behaving.
- What are you talking about.
- He's more quiet than normal. More... silent. Just one last time. You're his one and only, Y/N. And he never had one, maybe he doesn't know how to behave, but deep down you know he has been changing for you. I have seen his happiness after one of your calls, and before say anything, I know him better than anyone, he wasn't lying.
- If he is so happy with me, why still being friends with benefits? At the end, it's only sex, we're not like a couple. He's not in love with me but I am and it's too hard... we can't give each other what we want.
- And what if he
- Stop right there. Don't. Don't put yourself between us. There's no need. He left me, and I've to live with the chooses I made to get to this point. Anyway, I have to go. I'm going to go out.
- Alone?
- With Mido. She's being supportive.
- You know you can count on me too, right?
- Yeah, I know. Thanks. You're sweet. Bye, Tae.
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Fanfic"Y/N has forbidden to be near any of the members. She was employed as a cleaning lady at Big Hit Entertainment. In any case, she does not coincide with them since she worked at night. Still, it wouldn't have occurred to her. She was shy by nature an...
