They had finished eating Jin's birthday cake. Y/N was in the dorm when she broke the news to them.
- To LA? – JK exclaimed in shock.
- When? – Namjoon wanted to know.
- I'm going to start the new year there. I'm leaving at Christmas to acclimatize.
- But that's in fifteen days! -Jin protested. – You will not be with us at New Year's Eve.
- No, I'll spend it swimming in the beach. – She smiled sadly. – But anyway you will be very busy in Tokyo those days. We will communicate by video call, as we have done for half of our relationship.
- We won't. – Yoongi seriously interrupted her. – We are not going to behave as if we didn't know the reason why you are leaving, so we are going to stop making useless promises.
-Yoongi-hyung! -Tae grumbled.
- What? - He answered shrugging his shoulders. - Were you going to invite her to come to Tokyo to celebrate your birthday?
- Deny it, Y/N. -JK asked.
-She's not going to deny it...-Jin said quietly before sighing and getting up from the couch. – Thank you for this birthday present.
The oldest went to his room and the others remained silent until Hobi interrupted them.
- If this is what you need to be happy, you have my full support. – and saying this, he gave her a hug before following Jin behind.
- Aren't you going to say something? -Tae chided Jimin.
- Taehyung... - He looked at Namjoon, who shook his head. – Don't go there.
The leader got up and gave her a hug as well, wishing her well, before leaving.
- Let's leave them alone. -Yoongi asked.
In the room there was only a Jimin with his head down and her, standing in silence.
- It's something temporary? – was the first thing he asked.
- I guess it depends on your concept of time. I don't plan on going back for at least a year, if that's what you mean.
- Within a year I'm sure at some point we'll also go there, for concerts, recordings or award ceremonies.
- Yes, it is very possible.
- And you want to stay away from me until then.
- That's a side effect. What I need is to get out of here, to have a fresh start.
- But I'm the one who caused this.
- Until a certain point. I am partly to blame. Besides, you didn't make me do it. I have made the decision thinking about what is best for me.
- When you didn't say anything when you received the Converse high, neither good nor bad, I realized that everything was over, with no way to get back.
- I never thought of going back with you. I already told you what I thought about it.
- I still think you're wrong. I do love you.
- Fine. I admit that, in your own way, maybe you can love me. But you're not in love with me, Jimin. Do you really not see it?
- Anyway, it doesn't matter.
Jimin got up and went to her to give her a hug. Y/N, for the last time, closed her eyes and took the opportunity to memorize his scent.
- Good luck in your new life, princess.
Before she could leave, he did. They had left her alone in the great hall of the dorm. She looked around. Jin's half-eaten cake, Yoongi's black guitar on the sofa, Hobi's Sprite out of gas, the jellybeans they had given the birthday boy... she quickly wiped away her tears and grabbed her cell phone to call a taxi.
- I'll take you home.
Y/N looked at JK, who was putting on his shoes.
- No need.
- It's what friends do. Also, there will be no problem with the rumors if they see me on your street now that you have decided to go to another continent. Let's go.
- If you do this, the goodbye will be harder.
- Go to hell.
She didn't have the heart to insist and followed him to the elevator that would take them down to the parking lot.
- I called Mido. I guess she didn't tell you.
- No, what happened?
- That she felt surprised, flattered and with a lot of diplomacy she let me know that she wasn't interested.
- Oh, I'm sorry.
- Didn't you expect it?
- Well, I know she never wanted to get too involved with the BH artists, but... I never thought that someone could reject you.
- She's not the first.
- Really? You never told me.
- We've always had other issues to talk about.
- I suppose that... I have been quite hoarding and monothematic in our talks.
- I'm not going to let what Yoongi hyung says happen. I will have no choice but to accept that you leave, but if we end up losing contact, let it be because life has wanted it that way, not because we make it easy for it beforehand.
Y/N smiled with sadly. She memorized the maknae's features, remembering how surprised she had been to see him dyed electric blue.
- It is a promise. – she finally said. – And JK... take care of Jin.
- I always do it. Are you going to explain to me why your separation from him was so... dramatic? And don't tell me it's because it was his birthday, because I don't buy it.
- I was afraid he was going to tell me something I couldn't bear to hear.
- Like he was always in love with you and that the night he decided that he was going to confess his feelings to you, you spent it in Jimin's bed, and that is why since then they have had those frictions between them?
She frowned in disbelief.
- That isn't true.
- I suppose not.
- Why do you drop something like that just now?
- In a desperate attempt to make you change your mind? You have always listened more to him and Yoongi hyung.
Yoongi...
- I'll talk to Yoongi before I go, although after what he said today I think he won't want to listen to me.
- He will.
They reached her street and JK turned off the engine.
- I'll call you to wish you a happy New Year and then you tell me how things are going on Tokyo.
- I'm going to miss you, friend.
- Take care, maknae.
They hugged inside the car and she held back her tears long enough to get out, say goodbye again, noticing that he was teary-eyed too, and make it to her living room, where she finally began to cry.
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