a/n: i wrote this during my flight back home, now i landed so i'm posting this.
it was getting pretty late after my dad left, so billie and i decided to cuddle until we fell asleep. before i fell asleep billie asked me "when we fall asleep, where do we go?". "i have no idea pretty" i said and kissed her, then added "now shh let me sleep". she kissed me back and went quiet. i fell asleep not long after that.
i was woken up by my alarm, which went off at 6:40. billie groaned and said "turn that shit off". "sorry baby" i said and turned it off and went to get ready for school. i wore black sweatpants and a grey graphic tee. no bra. my boobs were too sore for that. i glanced over at billie, that once again had made a tent in the blanket. poor girl. i woke her up again and whispered in her ear "can i suck you off?". she replied "mhm", still half asleep.
i pulled her dick out of her pants and boxers and licked the tip. her eyes opened wide and she said "fuck.. i didn't think you'd actually do it". "want me to stop?" i asked, looking up at her. "hell no, keep going baby" she answered and put her hands on my head. i kept licking her tip and went down to the base of her cock, licking my way up and down repeatedly.
after 5 minutes or so of doing this, billie began complaining. "stop teasing and suck it" she complained. "don't complain or else" i said sternly. "or what?" she teased. i got up and put her dick back into her boxers and pants. "okay okay i'm sorry, get back here" billie apologized. "we need to leave for school" i said and put my socks and shoes on. billie sighed and put on her shoes. after that, she grabbed one of my hoodies and tied it around her waist to hide her extremely visible erection.
we left the house and as we were walking to the bus stop, billie asked me "are you okay baby?". "i'm okay" i replied and looked into her eyes. "why did you act like that then?" she asked. "we had to leave for school" i answered. we got on the bus and i sat next to her, as usual. she wrapped her arm around me and stroked my shoulder as i laid my head on her chest.
i started getting up as we approached lily's station, but billie pushed me back down. "where you goin?" billie asked. "it's lily's station" i answered. "so?" she asked. "i don't know, i thought you wanted me to-" i couldn't finish my sentence and billie said "nope, i want you right where you are, in my arms". i smiled and said "alrighty". she smiled back at me and kissed me softly. i quickly pushed her away as i saw lily get on the bus.
"damn. okay." billie said, upset. "no it's not what you think.." i started explaining myself. "it's exactly what i think. you don't want everyone to know you're mine. you just want me for my dick." she said and pushed me off her. "billie let me explain myself before they come" i said, then added, "i haven't came out to anyone, and i don't want this to be the way she finds out. i want you for way more than your dick, i want you because you're you, not because of your big dick.".
"okay..." billie said and the conversation ended because lily approached us. she stood by us and asked "everything okay here?". "yeah" billie and i replied at the same time. "y/n, you usually sit in billie's lap, can you do it again so i can sit where you're sitting?" lily asked me. "yeah i can" i said and got up and sat in billie's lap. she wrapped her hands around me immediately and brought me close to her. then, she whispered in my ear "why don't you come out to her right now?". i whispered back into hers "i don't know..".
suddenly, lily asked billie "wait.. can you open your mouth?". billie said "yeah sure, why?" and opened her mouth. lily gasped. "what is it?" billie and i asked together. "nothing" lily said and looked at me, mouthing "her?". i nodded, scared. billie asked "what's going on?". "i told her.." i said. "wait.. told me what?" lily asked. "wait so what did you mean when you mouthed "her"?" i asked lily.
"she's the one who's been giving you hickeys right?" lily said. billie grinned and said "yes". "so you're gay?" lily asked me. "yeah.. don't tell anyone though please." i answered, my heart pounding in my chest. "i.. i don't think we can be friends.. i'm really sorry y/n" lily said and got up.
803 words. i'm really sorry i haven't updated in so long, i was abroad on vacation.
a/n: edited grammar mistakes.
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gym class - billie eilish
Fanfictionlowercase intended. in this story billie has a dick. the story has mature mental (and physical) health themes. it does have trigger warnings, but still be cautious. i started writing this in my smut book so the smut comes early on. also i apologize...