Out With A Bang | JiKook

fifteen.

happy friday!!
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"Jungkook, come on, why are you moping?"

Jungkook had fucked up, pretty badly it seemed.

He should have known, that the second his phone lit up with the contact of one of his pervious hookups, everything would be over.

Jimin didn't want to be that - just another contact in Jungkook's phone, he wanted to be more than that. He could tell by the way Jimin looked at him, always something much deeper than lust swimming in his eyes. He could tell by the way Jimin would turn pink not just from his sexual advances, but from his innocent compliments as well.

And he didn't mind it.

Usually, this would be around the point of a relationship that Jungkook would try and distance himself before feelings for him could envelop any further. With Jimin, he didn't want to. He wanted to stick around, see where things could actually end up if he let them. It was a scary feeling, but it was also addicting, like he was chasing after a high every time Jimin wasn't with him.

He just wanted to keep Jimin around for a little longer, if he could, but that was getting a bit difficult to do when the older male wasn't returning any of his messages.

"I fucked up." Jungkook answered bluntly, laid on his back on his couch with his hands covering his face. He let out a deep sigh, rubbing his face before uncovering it and looking over to Hoseok, who was sat across from him.

Jimin hadn't returned any of his calls or messages since the black haired male had left his apartment not long after the mood between them had shifted. Jungkook knew why, he had been caught in one of his lies and it probably made Jimin feel like he was being played horribly.

He just wished that he could explain himself. Tell Jimin that he only lied because he didn't want to be seen in a bad light, and he didn't want Jimin to leave once he learned that he wasn't the romantic he had mistaken for.

But he wanted to learn how to be, with Jimin.

"Fucked up?" Hoseok asked, raising an eyebrow where he was sat cross legged on Jungkook's floor with an acoustic guitar perched in her lap. The younger male nodded. "How? What'd you do this time?"

Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows, and scoffed.

"This time." He repeated sarcastically, making a cheeky smile stretch across Hoseok's lips. "Don't make it seem like this is a regular thing." Jungkook complained, blowing a few strands of hair out of his face.

Hoseok couldn't help but chuckle, before setting his guitar down on the floor beside him and brushing off his lap.

"All I'm saying is this isn't the first time I've heard the words 'I fucked up' leave your mouth." He shrugged, only making Jungkook's frown deepen. "No judgement, Kook, I'm just calling it like I see it." Jungkook rolled his eyes, but didn't argue any further, knowing deep down that his friend had a point. "Tell me though, what happened? I wanna know."

Jungkook let out a deep sigh, closing his eyes and leaning back into the couch cushions.

"There's this guy I've been seeing - Jimin. I don't think I've told you about him." Jungkook began, opening his eyelids once more and watching small swirls dance across his vision as his eyes readjusted.  "I... I really like having him around. He's cute, confident, sexy, great in bed-"

"Yeah, yeah, brag much?" Hoseok interrupted sarcastically, making Jungkook huff and flick out his middle finger.

"I've got to give you some prior information so you get the whole picture." Jungkook answered, looking over to Hoseok and watching as the guitarist shrugged and nodded. "He came up to me at a show, and took me a few nights to be able take him home, but we really hit it off after that."