✅ If I Decide To LEAVE YOU ~ [English Version ]

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 - 7

If I Decide To LEAVE YOU~
[YIZHAN- Wattpad]
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I woke up on his bare chest, a little embarrassed and grateful that the light in the room was off all the time.

Before coming back to reality, I took a deep breath and comforted myself with the scent that was still coming from his sleeping body.

I dared to kiss his lips, tuck him in carefully and impregnate his body with a soft layer of my pheromones.

Since it would be the first and last time...

Then I picked up my clothes that were scattered on the floor, I got dressed and, finally, I took the rest of the pills that rested on the cabinet next to the bed.

No more mistakes.

I looked around the room for something to write a thank you note ,with the help of Yibo's cell phone flashlight, I took a piece of paper and thought of a thousand things that I could have written...

In the end the only thing I could scribble on that wrinkled piece was a simple Thank you.

I looked for the last time at his body resting on the bed, illuminated by a fine line of light that filtered through the crack and that disappeared when I closed the door.

I got home by taxi, which the hotel receptionist kindly ordered.

Thank goodness Darren hadn't arrived yet! But I was surprised that A-Yuan received me late at night.

"Daddy! Daddy! " He exclaimed, clutching my leg. "You still smell like wood" he frowned, "Did you fall again!?"

"A-Yuan! W-What are you doing awake at this hour?" I tried to deflect his question.

"Aunt Lu fell asleep watching movies with A-Ling and didn't read my story to me" A-Yuan complained with a cute pout.

"Nope? So, go lie down... I'll take a shower, then I'll go to your room and we'll read a pirate one... What do you think of the idea?" I whispered to him.

"Yes daddy!" A-Yuan ran off excitedly towards his room.

After taking a shower, I used my odor suppressant, we read a story with A-Yuan until he fell asleep. I checked A-Ling's room and locked myself in my room. I no longer had the strength and courage for anything after what had happened to me. I threw myself onto my bed and lay on my stomach, smashing my head and thoughts against the pillow.

It seems that I fell asleep, because when I woke up, someone was on top of me, kissing my neck while their hands deftly slipped under my shirt.

" D-Darren , darling...

Gods. Nope.

It was extremely strange his show of affection, did he just have to do it today?

"Baby... forgive me for being late" He apologized as his hands played with my nipples as he continued speaking, "I promised to have dinner with you today... I'm sorry."

I don't even remember that promise, Darren! The least I did was... cook.

" Y-You don't have to worry...ahhh!" "Darren," I moaned unconsciously as I felt his hard erection brush against my entrance on the fabric of my bedding. Seriously, just... lay down...

It was the first time I had turned him down and I felt bad about it. Too strange after so many years accustomed to his closeness, to his warmth. In his way of loving me.