✅ If I Decide To LEAVE YOU ~ [English Version ]

𝔼𝕩𝕥𝕣𝕒 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 - 1

If I Decide To LEAVE YOU ~
[YIZHAN- Wattpad]
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Every once in a while, during those first few exciting days after the birth of my first puppy, I would find myself lost in thought, watching her in some sort of trance, marveling at every little thing she did.

Actually, it took quite a while before she did anything really flashy, but somehow everything was wonderful to me, the scent of her hair, her tiny hands (with surprisingly sharp fingernails), her breathing, the soft sounds she made when she woke up and her appearance totally at peace when she slept.

After a few days of rapt contemplation, reality hit me: being a dad I involved much more just looking at my little Meimei .

If I really wanted us to have the kind of bonding I craved, I was going to have to jump in and get my hands dirty (literally, of course, I had changed a lot of diapers by that point).

My problem was that, having never spent much time with babies, being the only puppy in the Wang family, I had no idea what to do.

I'm not the type of alpha to ask for help (I know, a bad flaw, but I refused to have anyone take care of Mei Ling other than my gege), there was only one way to learn what I needed to know. So I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and got to work.

In those first few weeks of her life, I made dozens of mistakes, none of which put her health or her life at risk, I happily confess. Luckily, I discovered some simple ways to interact with my baby that she really seemed to enjoy.

But some of these decisions were affected by my work at Wang Corporations. I still did not want to take the presidency and my father accepted it seeing me so involved in family life.

I needed to feel like the alpha protector, the one who provided care and sustained the home.
Now I couldn't afford to work a few days a week in the shop, although I must say that this job was a simple act of rebellion against my father.

Xiao Zhan, little A-Yuan, A-Ling and Meimei depended entirely on me. Although Wang Darren was still the main father figure for both cubs, they felt like mine to me.

My parents were in charge of pampering my three puppies equally, filling them with love and gifts, they were my Nana's spoiled ones, as I had once been.

My beautiful destined omega felt annoyed many times by some of my attitudes, but there was no way his bad mood would last after wrapping him in my arms and showering him with thousands of kisses.

That beautiful smile that he has adorning his face and that lights up each of my mornings.

I am eternally grateful to all the gods for allowing me to have him by my side, every day of my life after that stormy moment where I almost lost my great treasures, but also for the help of Liu Haikuan and his medical team.

A year has passed since that day that I always have in my memory, trying to remember only the good times.

Returning to the previous topic, where I am unfairly scolded by my gege for making my little Meimei sleep on my chest every night , having spent thousands of yuan for a room she does not use.

When I brought the cradle into our room, he was also annoyed, that cradle taking up space in the room and only serving as an accumulator for clothes, since Mei Ling still preferred my arms.

Since those months in the clinic, I must admit that I was the only cause of her bad habits, because I loved impregnating her with my pheromones while I cradled her on my chest.