✅ If I Decide To LEAVE YOU ~ [English Version ]

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 - 4

If I Decide To LEAVE YOU~
[YIZHAN-Wattpad]
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I quickly arrived home, a strange feeling was taking over my body.

Damn Xiao Zhan!!! that damn brat who just saved your life is nothing more and nothing less than your destiny.

After so many years, I had lost that desire to find that person they call "Prince Charming from a fairy tale."

I already have mine... Darren. He sleeps with me every night and he gave me two beautiful children.

Shit, shit and more shit.

Who am I kidding with all those words?

I can fool the whole world, as I have been doing for the last five years. But how can I fool my own instinct? The one that was hidden for so long, numbed by the intake of pills and suppressants.

Gods. I still feel his scent on my body and it's damn sexy, arousing.

My instinctive and animal part wakes up slowly, although I fight against it, I feel as if it had been in the process of hibernation and now it wants to take control over me again.

I can't let that happen.

"Daddy! Daddy!" A-Yuan tugs at my pants. "Why are you still standing there?" The boy watches how his idiot father is still leaning against the front door, trying to prevent that person from coming in and ruining his life. "Why do you smell like wood?" He asks me, leaving me in shock and making my eyes open like two china plates.

"A-Yuan... go help your brother put the dishes on the table" I try to dissuade him, "I'll go take a bath," I finish.

I have to get rid of this scent before Darren gets here! Though my inner omega begs me not to.

"Daddy smells nice" Clinging closer to my body as his little nose sucks in the woody scent, "But...it's not Daddy Wang's scent, right? whose is he? Why does it smell so good?"

"Shhh, can you keep this a secret, A-Yuan?" He nodded "Daddy fell down and someone helped him up, but don't tell anyone because they're going to make fun of me... Okay?" I pouted slightly at him, squeezing his beautiful cheeks.

Yes, I know. I feel like the worst father in the world for lying to my little boy who is only five years old.

"A-Yuan doesn't like it when A-Ling makes fun of my falls either." He gave a thumbs up stating that my terrible secret was safe with a small and innocent infant.

I ran to the bathroom, undressed quickly, putting the clothes in the washing machine, inhaling that scent for the last time.

I let the hot water wash away all traces of the forbidden stranger. A knot formed in my stomach, as if the blood of a victim after a cruel murder had been removed.

There was little time left for Darren to arrive, but that didn't stop my mind from fantasizing, for a few more moments, with that boy, remembering his scent of sandalwood, his brown eyes... My hands on his firm chest.

Shit!

Shame invaded me as I imagined another kind of situation... It's the first time something like this has happened to me! I swear!

All these years my eyes and my thoughts were only for Darren.

I didn't even care about those handsome alphas showing me off by not being marked. Ugh. Much less the ones that appear in television dramas or in advertisements.