Chasing her

Is it cheating ???

As rain began to fall Eddie and me left the club laughing together we stopped and I wrapped my arms around him and he did the same "Eddie your so annoying "
"awww princess then why  are we dating "
"Because im easy to piss off?" I said
"Nope, I mean yeah but you know that you love me"
"Do I know that? Maybe I do," I said smiling but I couldn't resist laughing  he kissed me once more  on the nose I couldn't believe I was now dating him
I couldn't believe it
I'm the worst way possible. My head was rushing and the tears inside fell out the clouds clattering on the ground,  he covered my head with his jacket as we ran to him ran as we drove home he rested his hand just above my knee "is that okay" he softly asked "mhm" I nodded it was so close to genuine, I felt comfortable and comforted. He arrived at mine and smiled as he stopped we got out the car and ran to my place I stepped inside and he followed removing my coat I moved my hair out my face I turned to face him just before I was pinned to the wall, he kissed me deeply one hand on my waist the other on my face mine around him neck I struggled for air as his lips attacked mine he kissed me down my neck he moved his hand to my hips and pulled them towards him I gasped making him laugh he slowly pulled away still holding me tight "um" I said lost for words or expression
"Sorry i um don't rlly know why I did that" he said actually concerned I just nodded smiling.
"Thanks for tonight I had fun" I said still not recovered from that kiss my words were speed out and rigid
"Yes same I'll see you tomorrow Wheeler" he said slowly walking away
I lied on my bed staring blankly at the ceiling what on earth will I do I like Eddie more than anything other than billy and Steve I can't just suddenly drop them I'll regret it but the second i said yes to Eddie, i was cheating on him
I heard the light sound of the door Bell "I'll get it" I shouted down the stairs I walked down stairs Nancy quickly dragged me to her Stacey it's billy he's gonna ask you out you have to say yes" "but what about Eddie" I whispered back
"you like them all right so just date them all they don't speak to each other like ever so you'll be fine" "why are you encouraging this"
"if I had another solution I would say" we were whisper shouting you know when you have to keep quiet but your rlly confused and annoyed becuase well you might end up dating two people in one day he pushed me forward and I opened the door and there he stood in the pouring rain holding a gorgeous bouquet of red roses
"hey," he said
"hey,"  I said smiling before I could ask to come in he pulled me into the rain and kissed me passionately god I hope Nancy isn't spying
"I think I like you not taking you home today made me realised how much I care about our drives I've literally only known you for a few weeks which is kinda weird maybe wanna go out and be official and do all the weird couple things couples do I don't really know"," he said this in a rush the words spilled from his mouth like the rain my smile broadened I was overwhelmed and couldn't think I wrapped my hands around the back of his neck "sure" I said casually I laughed god it was like a proposal I'm surprised he wasn't down on one knee he smiled and I pulled him inside "did u wanna come in for a bit " "Ok" he smiled "oh these are for you" he presented the flowers to me i beamed "oh thank you there beautiful" I said staring down onto them
"Like you" he smiled

me Mike and Nancy, I prayed that Mike didn't know about me and Eddie. "So billy how do u know my sister" he sounded like an interrogator or at least a protective father "just met her a few weeks ago she's cool your sister"
"yeah I know" oh dear, Mike what are you doing Nancy kicked him under the table i mouthed thank you to her "look Mike I'm sure you love your sister I promise you I'll keep her safe and I won't hurt her" mike nodded approvingly I smiled at him and squeezed him hand under the table what happened to billy last time I saw him before all this he was a complete psycho shouting and screaming at his father. Whoever said love changes you weren't lying.
After dinner I cleaned up the plates with billy he walked behind me and hugged me grabbing my waist I leaned into him he kissed my neck gently  again and again I couldn't help but giggle "you like that" I turned to face him and laughed and kissed him lovingly "no" I lied he pushed me back as his lips pressed against my before I had to lean back up when my top got wet after dangling in the sink I spent the rest of the night between Billy and the arm of  the sofa, which I liked, I was nice being so close to someone and making you feel safe even though he'd been so much different when I'd visited max before I could imagine me and him like this but I want yes to stay like this because it was nice I just didn't want max to know how hard I was slowly inevitably falling for her brother, a 500ft drop of a steep cliff into a red pit there was no way out and no way to pull myself out of it, but the felling of falling of that cliff was one I loved but hated so much at the same time it felt there were snakes at the bottom of the pit because no matter how much I tried or what rope I used to pull up from the cliff, it was inevitable
It.
Was.
Inevitable.
. "I wish I could stay here forever" he muttered under the voices coming the the TV
"i know you do"