stuck in love

fuck high school

"hey nerdy need write my assignment for me" Carly said when I got seated in the lab. " Why should ? I asked crossing my arm ," so I won't insult you for the rest of the week " she replied bending slightly to look me in the eyes ," scram your lost " Kourtney said appearing out from nowhere . Kourtney 's never afraid of the bitch ,we'll probably because she hang out with Bel ,she and Bel got some chemistry,he respects her, well almost all the school does . Sometimes I got jealous of my two best friends they got to hang out with the popular guys in school and me? ........ . " You had better start speaking up for your self girl you ain't the only ugly one " she said grinning widely at me ,I felt the urge to smark her, " hey don't rub it in my face" I yelled loudly enough for just her ear alone. I might not be the combination of beauty but I'm not ugly either," and I stood up for my self" I replied a bit irritated," yeah sure? You really do stood up for your self I can tell" she said sarcastically , " yeah I did if you hadn't show up yet I could have show that bitch what Zendaya Norwich is made of"I replied defensively. We both  stopped talking when the biology teacher entered . " Ok students  last time we talked about saprotos and how they helped the decomposition.  " Psst! ugly" ," psst! Brainless imp " I replied, seriously first his girlfriend now him.

" Can I copy your homework forgot to do mine" he said , I know for a fact his lying there's absolutely no way Bel will ever ask for my assignment except with the fact his interested in making fun of my tiny handwriting, why does girls even fall for his charm his cute no doubt but tsk! .    I ignore and focus on the teacher, " Now decomposition is important part in the life cycle. The change that one living organisms has on another creates room for neo life, as you see here I have beakers of milk and they all have different dates and their in their various stages of decomposition " " eww " the whole class echoed.  " Yes very unpleasant,so can anyone te me why does milk spoil? She asked .

The whole class became silent even if a pin drop the sound could be heard.  None  of the students raised up their hands ,I was going to but remembering what everyone said that I make them look stupid I decide against it. 

 " Carly? The teacher asked facing her, " because you don't have it in a refrigerator" she said and the whole class burst out laughing, " zendaya" she called,  I stood up nervously " um..th..the  saprotos and the milk are  bacteria they are eating the milk, it's their waste that makes milk smell bad " I replied nervously, I could feel every ones eyes on me   .

"That  is correct , good job zeny" the teacher praised Which earn me a deadly glare from Carly and her minions.  " Why can't you be  like zeny Carl? The teacher asked before walking out after the bell rang indicating the end of her period.

I know I was in for a lot of trouble because immediately the teacher Carly along side with her minions walked over to me. I opened my mouth to offer an apology which clearly she doesn't deserve but has to all in the name of peace , before I could utter a word her chocolate pudding was all over me, a gasp escape my mouth even the whole class stare in shock.  " Why?  asked baffled, " cause I'm a nasty bitch" she replied.  I know she is but why does she have to be this mean! . 

" I'm a person to you know Carl?, (Scoff) " a person? , You zendaya Norwich? When have you ever been a person except from being goody to shoes" she replied laughing like the devil she is .

I've never felt humiliated ,my eyes were already brimming with tears , every one was already taking pictures " fuck you!I yelled before running out of the class,"belarmy already did " I heard her say before entering the bathroom . I stood there crying looking at my messy self in the mirror, the best thing to do is avoiding Bel and his girlfriend it obvious does two are bent on making my life a living hell.

" Here I scavenge this from the lost and found" Justin said startling me ,I hugged him dearly," I hate this school Justin ,I hate Carl and every one" I said sobbing, " shh we don't hate ,we lead with love" he said consoling me, " lead with love!?  I yelled, you and my mother keep telling me that and look where that has gotten me " I said angrily taking the cloth from him to  clean up my self. Lead with love? Screw that  .

" Can  go home now" I asked  in a quavery voice coming out from the bathroom after spending hours getting the pudding out of my hair, " you've never skip  school zeny, " well o gotta start somewhere " I replied angrily picking up my bagpack . Lead with love?the word keeps echoing in my head ,swears this the last time I'm abiding by that word. " I don't care Justin I wanna go home" ," alright I'll drop you" he said and we both went out of the bathroom.i felt really embarrassed the  students in the hallway were taking pictures while some were laughing at me.

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" Honey you're home,are you ok girl  cause you look like a clown throw up on you" my mom said accessing me. What in the word! Is she even my mother , before I could reply her she burst out laughing , " wait baby you mean this was you? She asked showing me the video where Carl poured the pudding on me . " What sort of a mother are you? I asked angrily , seriously way to go mother of the year!.  " Sorry baby but can't blame me this is quite something she said laughing uncontrollable . " Hello Mrs Norwich" Justin greeted ," sorry didn't see you there,how are you son" my mom asked,"   "good "he said with tight lip  , " so Justin what happened? , I shook my head indicating for him not to tell her a thing  " sorry Mrs Norwich can't say" Justin replied.

Ugh!" Fine fun spoilers ,it difficult getting a word out of you two anyways " she said and went back to the kitchen . " That right my best friend ,my secret keeper " I replied happily patting him on his back,and he ruffled my hair in return . I'm so lucky to have Justin in my life.

" You wanna stay and have lunch with us? My mom asked ,and he nodded,I picked up my dog which was tugging at my feet . I named my dog Perry, Perry's a brown and black Australia Teries and just precious.

" Mom have you served Perry his food yet? I asked kissing him on his nose," yes" she replied .

Just when I got seated to dig in my food the door flew open,it no one than Kourtney with my brother Maison," well good timing" Maison said taking off his shoes. 

" High school students can be such a meanie " Maison said making me choke on my food. It no use asking him what he was talking about if my mom could know about it what about Maison.

" How would you know you practically run the school and you were never a nerd,you were so popular" I replied angrily. Making me remember how Maison high school life can make me lose it for real!. " Who the fuck told you? , " Language young lady" my mom cautioned but I ignored her, " your mouthy friend told me" he replied gesturing towards kourtney. I was expecting nothing less anyways she's Kourtney gate after all ,she can be a loosy self Infront of Maison.

" Zeny you're not a nerd, you're just some book smart" she replied stuffing the gulach into her mouth, " well thanks for being such a good friend Kourtney" I said makingy way upstairs, ignoring my mother call, I made my way up the stairs and slammed the door loudly.

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