stuck in love

am i a joke to you?

Bel POV:

" I really do have a bad feeling about this Dexter guy" I said to raven who just scoff.

" Really are you that worried about her ?, you're always making fun of her when ever you want with your Psycho girlfriend or...... you know I'm aware you told Philip not to ask her out or more like threatened him.

" Are you really worried about her or you're just jealous Belarmy Blake" she said angrily.

" I don't like her alright?, I reply not daring to look her in the eyes.

"Smirking, you're not ? Then why? Why do you look so pissed the night she kissed Dexter, huh? " She asked poking me with her fist.

I caught it angrily ,she yelled in pain, "I'm not raven , she's not my type and never will".

" What ever you do , do not mess with her she's different from everyone of your fling" .

" Scoff, she's no different from anyone, she's the same with everyone else".

" Will see about that" she said before storming out.

I ran my hand through my hair furiously, Don't know what wrong with me I've never been on the edge of losing it .

I'm always upset every time she's with Dexter, how she smile brightly at him makes me really upset .

Zeny's a girl who want commitment but I can't give her that , I don't love ,love? Love's a weakness , love's an excuse to act stupid. I sat on the couch placing my head in my hand frustratedly, every girl's the same.

***

Dude! I told you this , the bet's still on , there's absolutely no way I can't get zeny to fall for me,( scoff, what of course just wait till she tell me she loves me herself". I was on my way to speak to zeny when I heard zeny name being mention , it's Dexter voice coming from the dressing room, I stopped to listen to what he was saying.

" Dude there's no girl in I can't get to fall for me , zeny's not gonna be any different" the jerk said.

Look at this son of a bitch , if only he knows zeny's pride , she'll never confess to liking a guy no Matter what.

" See...... I'm going to get her to say it tonight.... and after dump her, ( laughs , there's no way I will ever like her , she's not my type , she got a good  body but with that face ..... He said then burst out laughing like a maniac, I rushed I pin him to the wall then started pouching him really hard .

" Hey , let go off me" he yelled, but I pay no heed to him , raven rushed In dragging me away from him , " let go of me rav" .

" Let him be Bel"  raven said 

( Panting, I really can't believe he was playing her all along .

" What ? You thought I will like that ugly looking creature" , I free myself from raven rushing toward the scumbag , I pouched him in the face . I did not stop even when raven tried to stop me .

"Smirking, it'll be a lot better if you listen to raven right now " he said smirking,I held him by his neck pinning him to the wall.

"( Laughing like a maniac , you think you're any different ? ," Scoff, of course I'm different from you Dexter Flynn, I don't try or mess with my friend " I said struggling to free myself from ravens grip.

" You have no shame Dexter Flynn,(scoff, she thought of you has her friend but you were only using her " raven yelled angrily.

" You were ? A voice asked, I turned to the direction where the voice came from , it was zeny , she stood there shaking . She moved closer to Dexter .

" Was I some sort of game ?, Answer Dexter Flynn!" She yelled the whole student was already in the dressing room , most of the students were filming.