Chapter 2

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Vegas's POV
"Fuckkk" I yelled and punched the wall as frustration ran down my body. "Why the fuck does he think he can hit my whenever he fucking wants!" I have to get out of this stupid house, I can't stay here any longer. It was raining outside so I decided to go for a run since it's night and raining so there's gonna be no one outside, it looked lonely outside and that made me feel better. I like lonely places
because it makes me feel like I'm not lonely since there's no one there to begin with. I started to think about my mom while running to make me feel somewhat better. "Ma I miss you" I whispered to myself. A tear started falling from my eyes so I quickly wiped it but someone bumped right into my hand and my finger went in my eye. "Shit! Watch where you're fucking going!" I yelled. "I'm sorry it was dark I couldn't see that well" he said all in one breath, fucking weird. I quickly walked away because I was starting to get annoyed. Fuck I'm cold I should probably go back to that stupid. As I was walking back I remembered that tomorrow school starts again and now I want to fucking end it. I hate that shit hole more than my father to be honest. Everyone in that building is scared of my since my father is in the mafia, those mother fuckers think I'm in it too. I'd rather die than be in the mafia but I just let those dumbasses think whatever they want to think because I like being alone anyways. I don't have to explain my emotions if I don't have anyone to talk to so I'm glad for that. I go back to my room that has books and glass everywhere due to my bad temper. I lay on my bed and random sadness washes over me. Why couldn't I be happy? What did I do to deserve this, I didn't even fucking speak and my fucking father still blamed me for whatever the fuck he did wrong. I would do anything to just experience one happy day, just one fucking normal day where I don't feel worthless or numb. Just one day of living and not just existing. I would be happy with just one day of feeling like a person. Tears started to uncontrollably fall down my face. "I hope one day the universe decides to be fair to me" I said in a shaky voice.

Sorry if this chapter was small I was wanted to give y'all a bit of Vegas's life. I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter!!! Comment if u have any feedbacks:)))

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