Chapter 18

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First love/late spring

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So please, hurry, leave me,
I can't breath
Please don't say you love me
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12 weeks 3 days pregnant

Lately things just didn't seem right. Sanzu was still as negative as ever, if he wasn't happy he'd throw things and blame me for it

That's why I made the tough decision to leave bonten without him. I just cant take it anymore.

The last couple of days had been sleepless ones, overthinking the safety of my child around this hostile environment.

Don't get me wrong there were moments I felt like Bonten was the best place for the little one with Takeomi and Koko being by my side however I hate to admit it but the problem is Sanzu and frankly I don't want no dead beat dad

I feel like my mind would be at ease if I could speak to Mikey however I haven't spoke to him in a couple of years now ever since Sanzu made me his secretary

I was in our penthouse packing as much as I could take in a suit case as I was only taking the necessities along with the black card given to me by Koko of course

"What are you doing?" I didn't bother looking to the voice because I knew I would falter if I did

"On a little holiday that's all"

Even though I wanted to leave I felt so much heart break leaving Sanzu because I knew deep down our love still exists

"Oh really bringing your memory box too? Now now y/n why would you need to take that on holiday with you when you know I'm here to watch over it" Sanzu was always clever like this there was no fooling him

"I'm leaving I don't want to be here anymore" I didn't bother looking at his reaction because I didn't want to know it

I've got to protect myself right now this man isn't the same Haruchiyo I loved for so many years

I loved Haruchiyo Akashi not fuckin Sanzu

"Y/n come on don't do this your safe with me remember" I ignored him and continued to pack my things

"Y/n I thought you loved me what about us what about getting married and stuff please don't go" I felt like crying however I had to be strong if not for me for the baby

"No Sanzu I'm done with all of this I need to leave" I could sense the strong tension between us then crying

"Come on y/n I love you I can't loose you like this don't you love me... I- I really love you y/n"

I felt as though I was loosing my mind because I knew I loved him too and I really wanted to leap into his arms

"Sanzu I- I need to do this you need to move out of my way"

"Why do you call me that! my names Haruchiyo right, I'm your Haru..."

I started to feel myself slipping as he sounded so very sincere right now and it generally felt like for once he still is the same boy I fell for

"I love you, I loved our dates to the park, our late night shopping trips, watching movies in your room when you joined Kanto Manji to protect me you saying yes to my proposal was one of the happiest days of my life I want you to be the one I die with y/n to have a family with please don't go..."

This really broke me and then I did it I looked at his face and there he was

His eyes were so pure and I knew this was my Haru

"Okay... I'll stay..." I gave him a long hug and we decided to cuddle and watch a film in bed

Just like the old times back when we were 16

"It feels like it was so long ago when we were 18 in Kanto Manji together" he began to reminisce something he barely ever did anymore

"Yeah we were unstoppable weren't we Haru..." he looked at me and gave me that warm smile

All of this felt really nice but I knew it was fake and that's when I started to doubt myself

Why did he have to say I love you

Looking over my options of what to do next stressed me out.

I could always tell haruchiyo I'm pregnant and risk either a horrible home life with a toxic environment for our child or possibly a happy home life and maybe just maybe Haru will stop taking drugs to step up for his child

I could try to run away again and hopefully next time he won't be home

Maybe just cut my losses and accept the fact I'm a no good mother and just... end it all

I looked to my side

"You look so peaceful and calm when you sleep" I gave him a kiss on the cheek and got myself up to sit alone in our kitchen

I hated all these options I just wanted to be with Haruchiyo and be happy like the old times

How did he become this way...

I began to mock him to have an insight of his mind

"My name's Haruchiyo but everybody calls me Sanzu and I looooveeee drugs I like to kill people as my hobby and I love Mikey he's my best friend"

Then it hit me...

"Mikey huh hehe"

It's all Mikey's fault

I need to protect Haruchiyo

It's all mikeys FAULT!

I picked up my phone and decided to do something about this, to protect haruchiyo and get my boyfriend back I have to get rid of the problem

That problem was Mikey and if I had to betray him to save my Haru so be it

And so I gave an anonymous tip to the police...

Every single detail I knew about Bonten and Mikey

After the police arrest Mikey I'll be able to live with Haru tell him I'm pregnant live a happy normal life

Back to y/n and Haru

With no "king"

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Word count: 1022

Oh gosh darn it more suspense what will happen to the complicated lovers now

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