One Last Kiss

You Will Always Be My Family

I've been with a lot of guys throughout my life and well none of them have turned out to stick around or be worth it in the end.

Let's see, I've been beaten, I've been cheated on, I've been emotionally tarred down and I've been taken advantage of multiple times.

A lot of people are surprised that I'm not a mother of like 30 children.

I'm not a slut, or a whore, or a bitch, I'm a girl who's tried to find her back in.

Yes, I'm 'popular' and I've been 'popular' for a long time but in the end I don't care about my popularity because that just gets me into trouble or guys down my pants.

With Carter I know it's different.

Carter will always be my very first love, and my best friend through thick and thin.

We've gone through a lot both together and separately.

The feelings that I get when I'm around him or talk to him is something that I've never felt with anyone else and that at the beginning was an unfamiliar feeling but now, when I don't feel it it's unfamiliar and I always want it back.

He gives me butterflies.

Everyone always says that if you have an ex you probably broke up for a reason and that you shouldn't get back together because it wasn't meant to be.

I used to think that but maybe it isn't true and maybe something's are worth giving another chance to start new.

Yeah I was judged when I got back together with Carter but I think if it feels right it will end up how it's suppose too.

He's everything to me and he's my family and my forever.

Every time I look at Carter, I blush because the feeling of knowing that he's mine makes me so happy.

I'm truly blessed.

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Carter's POV

I'm not a douche or a player.

Yes I've dated a lot of girls and I've used some and I've slept with some just because I was drunk and at a party, but I'm not a douche or a player.

I've gotten those nicknames because of my actions and maybe I deserve them and yeah, I have this reputation but at the end of the day nothing really matters anymore because Anchor is the girl that I plan on spending the rest of my life with.

I've made mistakes don't get me wrong but I never meant to hurt Anchor and I never meant to be the reason her world turned upside down because of all the looks and awkward moments.

I never meant to create this wall that she had to put up because she was afraid that I would try and tear it down only to hurt her again.

It will always be her.