Put Your Hand on Mine Forever

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The fact that now I'm being looked at like I made the biggest mistake of my life because I forgave Carter is now my whole life.

Was forgiving Carter a bad thing?

Everyone looks at me now like I'm stupid.
Like everyone looks at Shayne.
Carter is almost the most hated guy at our school. Nobody stands up to him though because he's captain of our school's soccer team and will lead our school to the state game.

<from Carter> hey do you want to hang out.
<to Carter> uh I don't know if I can.
<from Carter> oh, well can we talk than?
<to Carter> look I know that we've gotten really close lately, but I don't know if it's such a good idea. For either of us
<from Carter> is it because of all the looks you get at school? And the judgments people are making?
<to Carter> I just think that's it's better for both of us if we don't spend as much time together. I'm sorry Carter.

He didn't respond. Great. Now he hates me.

It's better for the both of us right? If we don't spend so much time together? I don't want Carter to be hated.

When my alarm woke me up the next day at 5:15 I looked at my phone to see if I have any texts. I had one from Heather.

<from Heather> hey! do you need a ride to school?
<to Heather> yeah that would be awesome thanks!
<from Heather> okay I'll be there at 6:45

I lock my phone and sit down at my vanity to get started on my makeup.
After my makeup I walk into my closet to pick out what I'm going to wear.

I decide on a pair of skinny jeans along with a crop top from TopShop along with a jean jacket and black converse.

I straighten my hair while listening to some spotify and than im all ready to go.

I grab my IPhone 6 and head downstairs, pack my bag, and make a quick pineapple smoothie.

Than I hear a car horn honk.

I grab my smoothie and my school bag and head out.

"Hey girl." Heather says.

"Hey thanks for giving me a ride" I say.

"Of course."

When we get to school I walk to my locker.

I put my phone down along with my smoothie and grab my AP Humanities and AP Trigonometry books and notebooks.

Then Carter walks up to me.

"Hey" he says

"Hey what's up?"

"Nothing, are you ready for the AP English test?"

"Yeah I guess I studied a little. What about you?"

"Maybe. I'm not to confident, but I guess we'll see."

"Yeah." I say with a small laugh.

"Hey I got to go to Science." I say walking away.

That was awkward. Carter just needs to stop trying.

When 5th period comes around and that's lunch I'm sitting with Sam, Jacob, Heather, Ethan, and Lily and than all of a sudden Carter comes into the cafeteria and stands up on a table.

"I just want everyone to know that I know you all hate me because you all love Anchor and I know that nobody ever wants to say anything to me because you think I'll like flip shit or something, but I just want everyone to know!" He yells waving his hand "that I love Anchor and yeah I messed up and yeah she forgave me, but i will always keep working for her 100% forgiveness and her 100% trust. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I love her so much. So everyone can just stop judging us from a far and go away. Because I will always try to make up for my mistake."

He gets down from the table and looks me straight in the eye.

Wow Carter just yelled all that to basically the whole school.

He's actually trying. Maybe things will happen the way they're suppose to in the end.

I guess we'll see.

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