New Experiences, Same Feelings

Hosptial

Side note - I'm well aware that not everyone with schizophrenia is like this.

"Okay, okay just stay still. ..."., Cam smiled, holding the camera up as Toby leaned down, hugging Jasper and smiling., "...This is going to be such a good photo"., Cam squealed happily as she took the multiple pictures.

"Oh, they turned out so well!"., "let me take a look"., Cam passed the camera over and walked into the kitchen, starting to serve up the shepherds pie. A piece for Cam. A piece for Toby and a piece for Jasper, leaving the rest for later.

She placed the plates on the table, while putting Jasper's on the ground, getting out the cutlery. "Toby!..."., Cam called out., "...Dinner is ready"., Toby walked in, looking at her angrily while holding the camera in his hand.

"What is this?"., Cam furrowed her eyebrows in confusion., "what are you talking about?"., "take a look at the photos from the bowling night"., "okay. ..."., Cam looked at him, still confused as to what this was all about.

She went through them, not seeing what he was talking about. "I don't understand"., he snatched the camera off of her and went to the group photo., "take a look"., she looked at the photo more closely, now knowing what he was looking at.

"We're just friends"., he scoffed and shook his head., "it looks more then that"., she shook her head and sighed., "Toby, I-"., her phone made it's little message tone, cutting her off. Cam sighed and looked at the phone, seeing it was JJ.

"I have to go"., "oh, let me guess. You have a case"., she looked at him again and shook her head, walking into the room., "please, don't start this again"., she called out., "you're gone all the time"., "I know I am"., "things were better when you were at London".

Cam stopped getting changed and felt tears welling in her eyes. She started to storm out to the kitchen, half dressed, to were he was, upset and angry. "Are you fucking kidding me!"., he quickly stood up and shook his head.

"No, I didn't mean it like that"., tears streamed down her face and she quickly wiped them away, storming back into the room. Toby put his hands on his head and sighed, hearing the front door slam shut.

As Cam drove, tears started streaming down her cheeks, the memories coming back to her.

"Max!..."., Cam sobbed oilfield as he pushed her on the ground, getting on top of her., "...Why are you doing this! Get off of me!"., "now why on earth would I so that?..."., he chuckled, kissing your neck., "...Not when your hot ass is walking around, like that".

He reached over to his desk drawer, getting his masking tape., "no Max please, you don't do this!"., she begged and he shook his head, putting it on her hands and mouth., "now, we wouldn't want to disturb the neighbours do we?".

***
The team gathered in the conference room and like he usually did, Hotch looked at Cam. But he noticed something different about her, noticed something was bothering her. But he knew better then to bring it up in front of the team.

JJ walked in, picking up the remote and bringing up the photos on the monitor. "You guys are heading to New York. Four girls had been raped, killed and dumped in alleyway's all over New York". Cam looked at the photos and felt tears well in her eyes, knowing exactly what those girls were feeling.