Complicated

#8

⚠️Tw !!! Drugs/Abuse⚠️

A few hours had passed. Within those hours, Harry left the room and never called or texted. He didn't even say why. I know I overstepped, and I shouldn't have. I feel like a piece of shit. I was wrong for assuming anything about any of the boys.

I hope he's alright. More importantly. I hope Nancy is too. I think I should go check on her. It'd be nice to meet the other members as well, because if I do end things with Kane, I'll be with them for weeks, maybe even months.

I roll out of bed, and walk over to the door and open it up. I take a deep breath before stepping out. I make sure I lock the door behind me.

As I stand in the dark hall with the only light being the sunset, I come to the realisation that I have no idea where Niall's room is, however what I do know is where Louis' is, because when he came into mine and Harry's room he mentioned he was next door. Easy to know where his door is too considering ours is on the end. Meaning the only room next door is to the right.

I walk up to the room next door and softly knock on the door, no answer. I knock again but harder. The door swings open. Louis stood there in jeans, a white shirt, leather jacket and cigarette hanging out his mouth. He looks great I'm not going to lie.

"What" he talks through the unlit cigarette.

"Umm..I, do you..where's Niall's room?" I stutter.

"Harry not good enough for ya?" He says raising an eyebrow.

"What? No it's-" I try to form words.

"Chill. I was jokin'. Come. I'm goin' there now" he says stepping past, beckoning me with his head. I follow behind him.

Niall's room isn't very far. From mine and Harry's it's three down one across. Pretty great really. Nancys only a few doors down which is way closer than what she is back at home.

Louis shoves me out of the way so he can step to the door before me. "Soz" he whispers through his cigarette again.  He knocks on the door in a distinct, yet easy to guess, pattern. He then opens the door.

He walks in, from what I could see on an angle from the door, the room was lit with a purple light, and there was a quiet sound of music..from Sketch playing.

I stay stood outside for a moment, trying to gather my thoughts. "You comin'?" Louis snaps, sticking his head out the room. I gasp quietly and nod.

I slowly walk through to the door. I'm shocked to see everyone in there. Niall, Nancy, Liam, Zayn, Louis and...Harry.

I stand in the doorway, awkwardly. I'm not sure on what the vibes where like before I got there, but I do know that now it's extremely awkward. I look around the room. Zayn sat on the end of the bed, Niall and Nancy sat up at the headboard tightly close together with his arm slung around her shoulder, Liam sat at a desk, Louis stood next to an open window smoking his cigarette and Harry sat on the edge of the bed with Zayn.

"I'm gonna-" I say pointing my finger out the door.

"Stay" Harry demands, without making eye contact. I stop all my body movement.

"N..no, i umm...I should go" I say quickly spinning round and walking out of the door back to the room.

"Anna!" Nancy shouts. I ignore her call and continue walking.

"Stop." A hand grips onto my wrist. I yank it off and spin around. Harry stares me dead in the eyes, looking more annoyed than ever. I feel my heart begin to pound in my chest, I try to breathe, but I cant without it sounding like I'm panicking. I hold my breath and look down at the floor, speechless yet also lowkey scared.