My Angel ~ Tomboo

15 ~ losing a friend

A.n: just a little note before I write this. Rest in paradise technoblade. Your loved by so many still ❤️
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Ranboo pov:

I woke up next to Tommy the next day and I smiled and said good morning, and kissing him after.

He then said good morning back and grabbed his phone to look at stuff when suddenly, his face dropped.

"Hey are you okay?" I asked sitting up in the bed

"No. Techno passed away" he says, tears in his eyes. I immediately sat up more and grabbed him into a hug, feeling his tears fall out onto my bare shoulder

"It's okay love. Let it out" I said to him, rubbing his back

After crying for a while, Tommy asked if I'd come with him to see Wilbur and I agreed.

Wilbur was like Tommy's brother and I knew he loved him so I obviously said yes so we got up and got dressed and texted Wilbur we were coming and we left.

On the train ride there, Tommy started silently crying and without saying anything I pulled him closer to me and let him cry while going to see Wil

Even we got off the train, Wilbur was there already waiting for the two of us. When we got out, Tommy ran to Wil and hugged him

"Hey Ranboo"  he said, red puffy eyes from crying

"Hey" I said, smiling at the mourning man

We all stood there for another minute before Wil pulled away and asked if we wanted to stay with him for a while and we agreed, because it wasn't too bad of an idea

-----wilburs house----

We got to his house and he showed us where we were staying and we then decided to go and get our minds off of it and we decided to go get some food and we all agreed and went to go get food.

I was really worried about Tommy.

Tommy's pov:

Techno's gone. My hero. My idol. I never got to meet him. I didn't know how to react but I wanted to pretend it was all okay.

I had depression before. Mostly because of hate when I first started but I learned to ignore it now but back then I had very bad coping skills.

I usually did it by cutting but I grew out of it when I met my friends I have now and I haven't felt this sad since then but this was different.

I felt sick like I had to do something about it but I couldn't. But I wanted to believe that it was fake but no. The videos, the tweets, everything.

I couldn't take it anymore.

While Ranboo was sleeping, I found something sharp and went to the bathroom and did it.

I know it's not right and I felt sick doing it but I couldn't help it.

I did it on my wrist too. The worst place. Fuck.

I immediately grabbed bandages and stuff to make it not infected when Wilbur walked in

"Tommy....?" He said, looking at everything.

"Uh I can explain" i said stumbling to get up

"No. I know what this is" he says, grabbing my arm and looking at the cuts

"Why?" He asked looking me in the eyes

I teared up and some rolled down my cheek and I tried speaking but fell over my words and cried my eyes out

Wilbur sighed and pulled me into a hug. God I felt like such a pussy. I felt weak crying this much.

"I'm sorry. Please don't tell Ranboo" I cried

"Tell me what?" A voice came from the other side