Jooheon loves changkyun, but Jooheon toxic ways didn't help keep changkyun.
Their toxic relationships comes to an end but two years later they end up finding each other again, can changkyun forgive jooheon for all the things he put him through in t...
"Jooheon" changkyun put his hand on the other chest trying to push him back "No kyunie, I'm sorry I'm so sorry for everything for all the bullshit I put you through you were my everything and I fucked everything up, you didn't deserve that, I didn't deserve you it was all my fault and I need to tell you this you never did anything wrong it was all me and my fucked up addiction, my fucked up past but you baby you were the light in my darkness"
Jooheon couldn't help it he had to let it all out all the tears he was hold in. Changkyun didn't know what to say let alone what to do so he pulled him into a hug he didn't know why he did it he just felt like he had to, he was glad that Jooheon could admit his wrong doings.
"Joo.. calm down you're trembling" changkyun held on to his cold hands, they might of been over for two years but changkyun knows that look all to well jooheon was close to having a panic attack. He's chest was moving rapidly, he fell to his knees holding on to his chest breathing uncontrollably fast, his heart felt like it was pounding out of his chest, his ears were ringing so loud he clasp his hand over his ears and shut his eyes closed. He couldn't hear or see anything his mind kept slipping away.
Jooheon felt scared, the voices in his head all to powerful Worthless, no good for nothing, pathetic jooheon thoughts where consuming him he couldn't shake it off that is until he felt a soft warm touch pull his hands off his ears, hearing a beautiful voice calling out to him.
"Jooheon breath in and out" he felt changkyun hugging him tightly. Changkyun couldn't help but to worry about his ex lover he knows he shouldn't but after all Jooheon was and maybe still is his weakness, jooheon panic attacks usually triggered when under to much stress.
"Hey Bubs, it's ok I'm here, there you go, ok breath in and out...just like that" changkyun softly smiled watching as jooheon came back little by little. Bubs? Did changkyun call me bubs? Jooheon thought for a moment he'd always call him that after getting one of his attacks it made him feel so safe they stayed like that for 5 minutes jooheon felt a little calmer.
"N-No! don't be nice to me kyunie I don't deserve it" changkyun giggled "Stop being dramatic Lee Jooheon, here" he had taken out his tea and gave it to jooheon to take a sip. "Can you stay with me for a while, now that you're here I don't want to let you go just yet" jooheon had watery eyes and tear stain cheeks but he still managed to smiled that beautiful smiled that showed his deep dimples, that smile that made changkyun weak at the knees til this day.
"Uhh I don't know, you should rest" changkyun looked away he shouldn't, he couldn't but fuck did he really want to. "Please" jooheon held his hands he would give anything just to get closer again with him just for a little longer. "Okay, just for a bit" changkyun stared at the floor he bit his lip as his nervous were getting the best of him.
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