Jooheon loves changkyun, but Jooheon toxic ways didn't help keep changkyun.
Their toxic relationships comes to an end but two years later they end up finding each other again, can changkyun forgive jooheon for all the things he put him through in t...
At first It felt like I couldn't breath like my life had been sucked out of me because this time it was different, he left me and went moved on to a different country then left without a single word, without a single apology and that's what hurts the most.
I was a week into my depression when I noticed jooheon shirt stuffed on to the side of the couch probably from when we had sex on the couch. I was sobbing when my best friend entered he rushed to my side as I kept a tight grip on to the shirt "is it wrong to still miss him?" I said through sobs then I felt angry and threw it "why the hell do I still miss him" I felt broken, he broke me all over again.
"Oh baby don't isolate yourself because you are hurt, don't sink to the bottom of that ocean. The people who love you will be here waiting for you, it's okay to have loved him deeply, it's okay to let him exist only in memories it's time to let go" said kihyun as he wrapped into his tight embrace as we both cried then handed me a bouquet of roses from none other than Wonho.
I slowly started to feel a little better I didn't cry in the shower anymore, I didn't cry myself to sleep or find myself thinking of what if...? I came to accept that Jooheon left me although it was still tough to talk about him and our past I had been determined to move on and if I tried once before then I can do it again.
Like they say there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, and after some time of fighting my demons I felt like I found my light. Wonho, he has been such an amazing person to me this entire time. He gave me space the first month would only send me flowers most of the times to let me know he still thinks of me then I finally got the courage to call him.
We got closer we would have dinner with kihyun and Hyunwoo or go to my place and have movie nights and we would talk on the phone for hours I even sighed up to his gym after he kept insisting time kept passing and it seemed we would only get closer I loved it and hated it also.
I always felt like he deserves someone better someone who was more emotional available then the mess that I am, not someone who became more insecure as time went on. I hated myself for it, I hated jooheon for it but with all of that Wonho didn't leave me side.
Because as much as I lost control of myself he was slowly helping find it again. He didn't care about the disaster in which jooheon had left me in all he could do was pick up those broken pieces and slowly put me back together. I won't say it wasn't hard this man deserve a award for everything he's been through with me, the trust issues it was difficult to completely trust someone but wonho never lost his patience with me.
He didn't ignore my calls, hang up on me or call me crazy after questioning him which made it even harder for me and I didnt like comparing but it was the opposite of Jooheon. "I won't ever be like him kyun. Give me a chance and I will prove it to you" and now I'm falling for him I feel I'm loosing control now and it still scares me but I'm willing to pull through it.
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