Bad habits /Jookyun/

What you did

They both entered jooheon apartment feeling the warmth embracing them. Changkyun stood by the door looking around the place "Nice place"
changkyun spoke softly jooheon smiled and helped him out of his jacket. "Come in, would you like water, juice or tea?" Changkyun shook his head proceeding to sit on one of the couches. Jooheon sat next to him at arms length even though he's body itching to be closer to the smaller.

"Kyun, can you just hear me out I know, I know I don't have the right but please" Changkyun eyes widen why do we have to do this now though kyun. Jooheon couldn't help but cup his face "please" changkyun didn't bother removing his hands and gently nodded. In all honestly he wanted to relish into the older touch maybe even kiss him he blinked fast trying to forget those thoughts.

Jooheon dropped his hands to his lap.
"I'm clean kyunie, I've been clean for two years now, after you left I thought that you would come back to me just like you always did but after the third day of not hearing from you I called and went looking everywhere for you but it's almost like you disappeared into thin air and it hurt changkyun I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, and so I kept popping pills like candy I knew it was wrong but I kept doing it until I did one to many almost overdosed I wouldn't be here if Jaebeom hadn't found me"

Changkyun had tears coming down he tried to suppress his sobs, jooheon eyes watered but he needed to tell changkyun everything that happened.
"I realized I needed help and if I got my self clean you would come back to me so I was in rehab for three months. Being there gave me a lot of time to work on my music and think about you, then I realized that I was to late and that you weren't coming back"

"Jooheon" Changkyun felt guilty even if he shouldn't jooheon addict was never his fault. "No kyunie I know what you're thinking and it wasn't your fault, It was never your fault I messed up, but now I-
w-what I'm trying to say is that I lost you once and now that I found you I don't want to lose you again I want to gain back your trust atlest be friends"
changkyun kept his stare on the older, he should of declined the offer of coming back to his place he could of avoid the utter heartbreak he's about to be put through all over again.

"Yeah? Then what about mingi?" Changkyun looked at jooheon his eyes wide realizing he never did clear that up. "He's not mine, that's sunni my girlfriend kid. I don't really know why she said I'm his father I still need to talk to her about that" changkyun nodded ignoring the piercing pain in his heart when jooheon said girlfriend he should be over him.
"What about minhyuk?" Jooheon tensed at the name

"W-What about him?" Jooheon shuffled in his seat.
"You said you wanted to gain my trust, how about telling me the whole truth?" Jooheon gulped the mood quickly changed changkyun whole body felt heated just by remember said name. He crossed his arms over his chest waiting for a response.
"Okay, well remember one of the many break ups we had when you found the pills in my pant pockets" changkyun thought for moment then nodded

"Well I was sad and he invited me to his apartment we got drunk and kissed I stopped before it lead to anything more" he took out his vape and inhaled letting out a strawberry scented smoke. Changkyun had always known that there was something between minhyuk and jooheon he felt his heart break a little more realizing he was right all along.