Jooheon loves changkyun, but Jooheon toxic ways didn't help keep changkyun.
Their toxic relationships comes to an end but two years later they end up finding each other again, can changkyun forgive jooheon for all the things he put him through in t...
"And you never told me this why?" Changkyun voice cracked trying to suppress his tears feeling the knot in his throat. "I'm sorry, I wanted to tell you but Minhyuk begged me not to he didn't want to risk Mark finding out so I tried to forget it happened" changkyun let his tears slipped out (not that he had a choice in the matter) jooheon always knew how to make him cry.
"Is that it with minhyuk, or with anyone else?" Jooheon took a breath and shook his head "Three months after you left me for good I had just got out of rehab we went clubbing not a good idea, mark had just dumped minhyuk and we both needed a release so we slept with each other. I swear to you kyunie that was the last time" changkyun scoffed as tears kept slipping away.
"you knew how I felt about minhyuk how he instigated in our relationship and you would fucking believe him" They stared at each other for a moment changkyun felt like breaking down but he knew he couldn't atlest not yet. "Look jooheon I don't think I could be friends with you, I just don't think I can forget everything you put me through I can't n-not yet" he wiped away his tears and stood up.
"Changkyun please! I promise I'll gain your trust back I won't let you go so easy this time" Jooheon faced his ex lover staring deep into his chocolate colored eyes changkyun turned and walked toward the door. "Do me a favor just forget about me, about us" he slammed the door shut and just like that jooheon was left alone again, alone with his thoughts. His mind kept racing a million thoughts he searched around his apartment for his phone.
The time 4:30 am jooheon didn't care, he knew he shouldn't call that person but he was desperate, desperate to feel something again. "Can you come over" 10 minutes later he heard a knock on the door he rushed over to open it revealing a platinum blonde minhyuk smiling brightly. This would be the third time he uses minhyuk for sex, of course he had a girlfriend but she wasn't going to drop everything just for him.
"Jooheon you ok?" He didn't bother talking at all, he pinned the other to the door kissing him roughly but he felt nothing he felt nothing for this guy, he felt nothing for Sunni and it pissed him off. "I love when you need me" Minhyuk smiled as jooheon kissed down his neck "I don't need you, I need a distraction"
The kisses were rough jooheon felt alone he needed changkyun but that wasn't possible and minhyuk filled that void for the time being. So there he was bending minhyuk over the couch slamming into him roughly. "Harder p-please" Minhyuk yelled out and jooheon covered his mouth with his hand as he kept his eyes closed imagining changkyun underneath him, his moans and whimpers and hearing minhyuk voice ruined that for him. He slammed harder into minhyuk hole while his other hand kept covering his mouth.
Of course minhyuk knew that he meant nothing to jooheon but he didn't care atlest he got to be with him one way or another. Minhyuk yelled out his name spilling his cum on the couch but jooheon didn't get to finish he didn't feel right using minhyuk and especially right after all that happened with changkyun he felt like piece of shit a good for nothing just like his mother would say.
Jooheon headed straight to the bathroom leaving a rag for minhyuk to clean himself off after 10 minutes he came out with just a towel wrapped around his waist. "I thought you left" Minhyuk hated this part "Um, I was just worried I wanted to see if you wanted to talk?" Jooheon signed "Minhyuk I'm sorry for using you it won't be happening again"
"I-I don't mind Joo. I'm always here for you" "Yeah, well I don't feel right I'm trying to get right with changkyun" Jooheon walked to his room slamming the door leaving minhyuk with watery eyes of course he minds he wanted nothing more than to be with jooheon but he was always last.
Jooheon cried himself to sleep to sleep once again.
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(So I just noticed I messed up on some of the chapters sorry about that I fixed it)
