week two
It was yet another night of Luke scolding Harry about a change, Harry pretending to listen and continuing to ignore his pleads to get help and be fixed. Harry and Luke both fell asleep cuddling on the couch. The heart to heart sessions and all the screaming and crying seemed to seep into Harry's mind, he's trying his best to do what he's told, but it never gets through for him.
But Harry feels..empty and different and then it hit him.
He didn't dream..
He didn't get to see Louis which is quite unusual for him. No matter what Louis always comes back to say something..but what if it Louis means it this time? What if he really means he can't do this anymore.
"Please stop.." Luke mumbled, shifting around on Harry's chest and snapping him out of his thoughts, Harry hasn't realized Luke sleep talks when he's stressed until now.
"Luke.." Harry whispered, tapping Luke on his cheek. Luke sniffled and opened his eyes widely, startled, "Hey.."
"When the fuck did I fall asleep?" Luke mumbled, rubbing his eyes with a small pout. Harry smiled a little and shrugged.
"Same time I fell asleep." Harry yawned. Luke patted Harry's chest and twirled his fingers on the soft white fabric.
"Your breath stinks." Luke mumbled, closing his eyes again.
"Like your face." Harry said, rubbing Luke's back.
"So childish." Luke chuckled, biting his lip.
"Luke." Harry hummed.
"Yeah?"
"Can I kiss you?" Harry mumbled. Luke looked up at him and sighed.
"No."
"Please, its just..." Harry trailed off and closed his eyes, him and Louis used to always wake up, have a small conversation, and then kiss. Harry just wantes that feeling back even if its just for a day.
"Its what you and..Louis did?" Luke asked as Harry nodded, Luke sighed and shook his head, he was starting to hate this, being mistaken for Louis and being expected to be the new Louis.
" Yeah..Its what got me through the day if I knew wouldn't he able to see him for a bit."
"Well you'll see me all day.." Luke shrugged, "you can kiss me all you want-" he widened his eyes and sat up quickly, "I didn't mean that..it slipped."
Harry closed his eyes and let out a short huff with a mumble.
"Speak up, shit head." Luke said, rolling over onto Harry's lap with an eye roll.
"Nothing." said Harry.
Harry was starting make Luke feel bad over a kiss. Luke knew how sensitive Harry is and can get, but who knows how he'll act after last night, maybe he can just shrug it off and go on about the day.
Luke noticed Harry completely changed from what he was before, he would be sweet and welcoming, now, he's just cold and manipulative. He was always manipulative in a way, but at first you could never tell, Harry was sneaky.
Luke looked at Harry and wiped under the man's eye with his thumb, "Are you okay?" He asked as Harry shut his eyes.
"I..uh."
"I don't want to hear it if its negative, be positive for once." Luke said, pushing at Harry's chest.
"How can I be positive if I left my newborn baby in the hospital with my dead fiance and I haven't went back in two years?" Harry asked rhetorically, "please tell me."
