Harry opened his eyes and felt pinned down for a moment, he panicked but then remembered Louis fell asleep on top of him last night.
"Lou, babe." Harry whispered, tapping Louis' butt softly.
"Cmon mum..few more minutes.." Louis mumbled tiredly, wiggling his nose and sighing as he drifted back off to sleep.
"Uh..I don't recall giving birth to you, baby."
Louis smiled softly, chuckling at Harry's response.
"What time is it?" Louis asked, looking up at Harry, twirling his fingers over his chest.
"No clue." Harry said as he yawned, unconsciously squeazing Louis' butt, earning a small hum from him.
"I want to stay like this," Louis whispered, "forever.."
"We're naked, sticky, we have morning breath..Lou do you really?"
"It's the natural essence of a engaged couple, just take it all in.." Louis said and Harry scrunched his face up, sticky was not apart of his 'natural essence' or whatever the hell that is.
"Or we can shower together?"
"We're going to fuck and you know it, it's more work so no. Separate showers, same time." Louis ordered.
"Nooo, I won't penetrate your ass in the shower if you'd get in." Harry whined and Louis sat up, wrapping the cover around his lower body.
"I don't like the way you've just worded that." Louis said.
"What? Penetrate?"
"Yeah! Uh..that word..makes me uncomfortable.." Louis mumbled, shutting his eyes and shaking his head slowly, "Another word or phrase would work.."
Harry sat up and hugged Louis tightly, rubbing his back for comfort, kissing his shoulder and sighing softly.
"I'm sorry baby.." He whispered, "I triggered something?"
"Y-yeah.." Louis whimpered, "fuck." He cried out, hiding his face with one hand, crying softly.
"Louis, Louis..oh baby I'm so sorry, what happened?" Harry asked, removing Louis' hand so he can look at him.
"I had to lay on my back..every night for two years, I had to deal with being tortued past my limit and fucking abused.." Louis stopped talking and held his throat, "almost dying.."
"What the fuck did they do to you?"
"I was choked almost every other week, once I passed out I would wake up in a dark room with nothing..n-nobody..I had to walk five blocks back to my hotel room..lying to everybody saying that I was okay when I wasn't.." Louis sniffled and let out a short sob, "I needed you, Harry!"
Harry teared up and looked at Louis, holding him tighter, "why didn't you come to me?"
"I was afraid," Louis whimpered, "I was afraid that I might ruin your life again..I didn't..and even if you did move on I-I..didn't want to see if you moved on without me, if you were doing better than I was.."
"Two years.." Harry whispered
"I was breaking..I wanted to fucking die for real this time.." Louis sighed heavily, startled when Harry lifted his right arm up, revealing the long reddish scar on his side.
"What happened here, Lou?"
"T-tied up..tortured..snuff.."
"Why did you let him do that!?" Harry exclaimed, causing Louis to flinch back as he covered the long scar.
