"Excuse me?" Harry mumbled out and the doctor frowned a bit with a sigh, he pushed the glasses up onto his face and looks down at his papers once more.
"He came around seven in the morning I believe, we told him he shouldn't leave until six, but he seemed really fidgety, he insisted he would be fine and the nurse let him go. Leaving him with some pills. Since Louis is a male of course the process of moving the undeveloped fetus out of his body was a difficult and painful process, we advised him not to do anything risky, most of the smallest things could mess him up."
Harry teared up and sniffled, unable to speak, did Louis really have to do this? An abortion, killing an innocent little creature, for what? Out of fear? "What couldn't he do?"
"Yell, for one. In order to yell it progresses from your abdominal muscles, they tighten and that's around where Louis was done surgery on. I guess the stitches need to be tightened, some of our surgeons aren't the best." He grumbled, "Louis also didn't need to walk too much, we suggested a wheel chair for him but declined the offer like everything else, except for the medication."
"Can I see him,please. Let me." Harry whimpered, "I need to." Without a word the doctor nodded at Harry, slowly moving out his way. Harry breathed out a small, "thank you" and ran into the room, Louis was awake, staring at the ceiling, tears streaming down his face. "Food poisoning huh?" Harry mumbled out, "Stress?"
Louis didn't bother to move. He couldn't.
"You killed a baby. A fucking living creature!" Harry shouted, Louis turned his head and sighed softly, biting his lip to stop his words from spilling out his mouth. "Talk to me! Why, Louis!? Why!?"
"You think I fucking wanted this Harry? You think I actually wanted to take that baby's life on fucking purpose without a proper reason?" Louis asked softly, "Only if you fucking knew."
"Knew what? Lou, you've been hiding shit from me and I should've known." Harry chuckled, Louis stood up from the bed slowly, but with urgency. He looked at Harry holding his stomach with nags under his dark eyes, wet tears streaming down his cheeks.
"I-It wasn't..."Louis bit his lip and cried harder, it hurt to,but he couldn't help it. "It wasn't yours, Harry." Louis admitted and Harry's smile dropped slowly, he looked at Louis, who was avoiding his gaze and now he knew it was true.
Louis cheated on him.
Again.
Harry doesn't know what came over him, but he blacked out for a split second and the next thing he knew is that his hands were tightly around Louis' neck, pushing him back against the wall. "Who!?" He yelled in Louis' face, the man was struggling to breathe, he couldn't properly answer.
"I don't know!" Louis sobbed out, "If I did I would fucking tell you, Harry!" Louis said, coughing afterwards, squeezing Harry's wrists tightly. "I can't breathe.." Louis whimpered.
"Liar." Harry hissed, squeezing Louis' neck tighter. Louis sobbed harder, looking up at Harry who..wasn't all there, it wasn't him.
"Let. Go." Louis coughed out, gasping for that will soon be completely gone, he felt as if he was going red in the face. "Harry, please.."
Harry listened finally, dropping Louis onto his knees and leaving him on the floor to gasp for air, he didn't move, he just looked down at him, eyes full of disgust. "Speak." He said.
"What the fuck do you want me to say!? I don't know what the fuck happened, okay? I was black out drunk."
"How can I believe you now, Lou?"
Louis held his throat, rubbing it softly, "You shouldn't, but I don't know what or how it happened.. I woke up alone.. it was in the house, but I've never touched anyone in a sexual way, even if I did I was being extremely playful..nothing more."
"Was it Michael?"
"I don't know!" Louis screamed, then gripping his stomach and holding it tightly, crying out softly, "Goddamn it Harry, I don't know.." Louis fell to the side, letting his cheek touch the cold floor, lying in fetal position, giving up. On everything.
"I don't wanna see your face right now to be honest, I don't wanna hear shit you have to say." Harry mumbled and Louis nodded, closing his eyes, trying to fall asleep.
"Then just leave."
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Louis resided in Luke's apartment, where Ashton was also staying still, Louis was trying to speak but he sobbed too much, to be understood. Ashton held Louis to his chest as Louis clung onto his shirt for dear life, Ashton looked up at Luke with teary eyes, rubbing Louis' back.
"He hates me." Louis cried, "He thinks I did it on purpose and I didn't! I swear to god I didn't know! I just didn't want to have a baby that wasn't his and..oh my god I'm a murderer." Louis sobbed out, covering his face.
Ashton hugged Louis tighter, brushing his fingers through his hair. "I'm sorry, Louis." He whispered, kissing his head and sniffling.
Luke wiped his eyes and crossed his arms, "Your neck." He mumbled, it's.. red.." Louis covered his neck with his hand quickly, snuggling further into Ashton's embrace.
"What happened?" Ashton whispered to the broken mess, called Louis.
"He..He choked me." Louis whimpered, "That wasn't Harry, that wasn't my Harry."
"And you two were in the hospital!?" Luke shouted. Ashton looked over at Luke with a stern look.
"Don't you fucking dare." He mumbled out, Luke, for some reason, teared up.
"Ashton. It isn't fair." Luke cried.
"Neither side is right, Louis got an abortion because the baby wasn't by Harry. Harry almost killed Louis and basically left him stranded in a hospital without a fucking word. Don't go to that man's house yelling at him when he's got shit on his mind too." Ashton was now standing up, Louis still lying on the couch. Luke crossed his arms and huffed.
Before Luke could speak there was a knock on the door, Luke looked at Ashton and looked down at his feet, as Ashton walked to the door he gave Luke a quick kiss.
He opened the door to see Harry, a complete mess, eyes dark and red, wet cheeks, untamed hair. He was right when he told Luke he was going through something.
"Did Louis come here..by any chance?" He mumbled out and Ashton just let Harry in without speaking. Luke was now comforting Louis, rubbing his back and humming softly.
"Babe." Ashton mumbled, Luke turned around and narrowed his eyes at Harry, but nonetheless he didn't say a damn thing. "Cmon." He nodded towards the door and Luke walked over to it, walking out their own apartment.
Louis' back was faced to Harry, he didn't see him getting closer or feel him sitting right beside him.
"Louis.."
Louis flinched and whimpered, "I'm sorry. I- I don't know what else to do, just don't..hurt me again." Louis cried once again, "I didn't realize what happened until I woke up and I was scared.. I was scared. I just don't want you to hate me because I love you a lot and I wanted things new for us, but I fucking fucked it up and I fucking hate myself!" Louis screamed into the cushion, " I always fuck it up!"
Louis was becoming more frustrated and Harry saw it, veins popping out his neck, skin reddening, he tugged at his hair roughly but Harry stopped him.
"I don't hate you." Harry told him, "I can't hate you, I'm just not happy with the decision you made and the things you've told me. I was overwhelmed, I didn't mean to choke you..I couldn't control myself. I love you, I love you I swear.. I'm just..upset at you."
Louis looked at Harry and nodded slowly. He understood.
"Let's go home."
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qotc; predictions on who might be the one who got lou pregnant?
