with Louis
Louis sniffled as he looked around. "Why are you taking me back?" He asked, of course he didn't want to see Harry, he was acting out in front of that fucker he picked up.
Ashton looked over to him and then back at the road, "Stop running from your problems. I thought Cal told you about that." He said, Louis pouted because Calum did, he told him about that a lot.
"H-He did."
"Exactly, so therefore I want you to go back in that apartment and stand your ground, that's your furniture Ryker's sitting on. Don't let his presence drive you away." Ashton said, turning into the driveway, "You're sassy enough." he chuckled, trying to ease up the mood, but Louis was still pouting, he swore to Calum that he would stop, but he didn't.. he's just as guilty as Harry is.
"I know I'm sassy.. but I mean.. that doesn't mean I'm not scared." Louis said softly, "That doesn't mean I don't wanna get hurt."
Ashton furrowed his eyebrows as he parked the car, it was silent and dark, there was a small streetlight at the end of the lot, but it was light enough, it flickered a bit too much for you to see correctly. Was Louis uncomfortable?
Yes.
He knows he's forgiven Ashton after what he's done, but that doesn't mean it's forgotten. The last time Louis was alone with Ashton was when that incident happened, he knows Ashton has changed, everybody changes, but it still shakes him up because that's apart of his life he can't forget, that was his first time being assaulted by someone he trusted.. kind of trusted.
"I thought you liked getting hurt." Ashton mumbled out, he sounded uncomfortable as well.
Louis sighed softly, he always had to explain himself. "Okay, yes I do have an sadomasochistic kink, but that does not mean I don't have limits. I don't like being choked until I pass out, I don't like being punched-" Ashton opened his mouth but Louis hushed him, "I don't like being punched if it's to let out anger and if I didn't ask for it. If I'm in my zone and I ask for it, then it's completely fine, but if it's to unleash their anger on me then no, I will cry, I will shout and scream because I don't like it." Ashton nodded slowly.
"I hate public humiliation.. well on me." Louis mumbled, "I don't like..knife play either." he added. Ashton huffed and looked over to Louis.
"Is their anything you do enjoy because I'm pretty sure that's what sadomasochistic is."
"I like spanking, hair pulling, scratching, sometimes.. when Harry's like..really upset and he get confused and stuff I have to admit it gets me hard." Louis admitted, "So manipulating. There's more though"
Ashton chuckled and opened the car door, "Enough lessons for today, let's get you up the stairs." he said and Louis smiled, opening his car door as well and stepping out into the freezing cold.
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"I don't wanna." Louis whispered. He's been standing in front of the door for a good two minutes, just holding Ashton's hand tightly in his and after Ashton gave him a pep talk he's hesitating, but he's there.
"Okay, you know what." Ashton mumbled, he jiggled the door knob and pushed it open, standing beside Louis, "Go." he whispered, Louis nodded and walked in with his a stern look on his face.
Harry walked in front of the door with furrowed eyebrows, looking a bit confused, but when his eyes adjusted to the scene on front of him, he balled his fist up and Louis moved in front of Ashton.
"You're good at pissing me off." He chuckled, looking at Louis. Louis shrugged with raised eyebrows, agreeing to the statement, but coming in with Ashton wasn't to spike Harry.
He just didn't want to come in.
"Why the fuck are you holding his hand?" Harry said, looking at Ashton. Ashton didn't really do much, he just yawned and looked around.
"He's holding me, mate." Ashton said softly, picking up his hand to show that Louis' hand was tightly wrapped around his as he barely held on. "Chill yourself out."
Harry was about to walk towards him but Ryker appeared and looked up at Harry. "What's wrong babe?" He asked, then looking over to Louis and then down to his hand that was holding Ashton's, "Oh.." he mumbled, "Cheated?"
Louis scoffed with a small smile and head shake, "No bitch." He spat, and this time Ashton tugged him back roughly with furrowed eyebrows, "No! Don't look at me like that! This little fucker thinks he can assume shit in my fucking house, I don't think so!"
"Okay. Harry, I know you hate me, but I think its best if Louis and Ryker both leave and you just.. sleep alone?" Ashton mumbled out.
Harry surprisingly snatches Louis away from Ashton by his arm as his response, "I'll be damned if I let him go home with you."
Louis laughed softly and lowered his head to stop, "I guess you're damned then because I am not staying in here with you tonight."
"I bet he'd fuck him if he left with him." Ryker said, Louis looked up quickly. "He did sleep around."
" That's it." Louis mumbled, snatching away from Harry and launching at Ryker, pushing him to the wall and punching him right across the face, the actions were too quick to even process, he's never seen Louis like this. Fighting.
Ryker punched Louis back and it pissed the twenty year old off any more, causing him to roughly push Ryker to the floor and Ashton decided its been taken too far.
"Lou!" Harry called out as he was about to reach for Louis but Ashton beat him to it. Harry didn't move after that. Ashton had him.
"Louis, cmon.." Ashton said calmly, picking Louis up as he thrashed around roughly, tears streaming down his cheeks. "Lou."
"Get off me!" He shouted, clawing at Ashton's hands and arms, "Get the fuck off of me!"
Soon a small 'daddy' was heard, Louis' head snapped up and he saw Azriah with a teddy bear in one hand as she rubbed her eyes with the other hand.
" Hey.." Louis croaked out, "How'd you get out of bed?" He asked, wiping his eyes.
"I roll." She said with a smile, Louis chuckled softly and pat Ashton's arms to let him go. He walked towards Azriah and picked her up with a soft smile, it was fake. Harry knew of course, he's been given that smile many times before.
"Such a..big girl you are, freakshow." Louis said and it broke Harry's heart to see how Louis had to fix himself up just so Azriah wouldn't worry, Louis was too good of an actor. "Quick question." He mumbled out to her and she nodded.
"Would you like to come with me.. or stay with um.. Harry?" Azriah cocked her head to the side and then looked back at Harry.
"Daddy two?"
Louis didn't even spare Harry a glance he just looked at her, "Yeah, love. Him." Louis said. Azriah hummed softly and then nodded. "You stay?" She nodded again.
"Okay freakshow, uh.. I'll see you, okay?" Louis said softly, "be a good girl." Louis whispered and Azriah smiled widely as she gave Louis a thumb up, Louis kissed her cheek and whispered, "I love you."
"Lou." Harry called out, Louis only gave Azriah to Harry and wiped his eyes once more, "Don't go."
"We need space. Maybe you could think about what you want in life." Louis said, walking out the door with Ashton following.
"Um, Ryker." Harry mumbled out as they were left alone once again.
"Hmm?" He hummed, "I gotta go?"
Harry shook his head slowly, "I have work tomorrow, think you can babysit?"
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didn't want to end it like that, but i'm exhausted.
qotc; if you had a choice, which would you prefer; louis and michael (milo) or ashton and louis (loushton) ?
its for science just answer.
