3-Diary

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TW:HOMOPHOBIA,SUICIDE,SH
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Mikes POV:

I opened the first page of the diary and started to read. It was just him introducing himself to the diary-? It's whatever I guess. I turned the page and it went on about his bullies and what bullying he goes through but when I turned the page I almost cried.
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I'm so fucking done. This shit is so exhausting. I can't with anything anymore. No one is ever here for me. Jonathan is off fucking Nancy somewhere. No one knows but they've been fucking for I don't know how long. Nancy is still with Steve but is fucking Jonathan. That's a pretty shitty thing to do if i'm being honest. No one ever fucking hangs out with me anymore. I don't have any friends ever since Mike left and no one else is here because mom is always on a buisness trip. I hate life. You know what, fuck it. Fuck life and everything in it. It's not like I haven't cut myself before right? Yeah. I fucking hate life and i'm so done with it. This is William Byers signing off for the last time. Goodbye.
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I fucking hate myself. Why would I do that! I can't fucking believe myself. I have blood all over the fucking bathroom now and it didn't even work! I'm so fucking tired of this shit. I just- i'm mad that it didn't work you know? Of course you don't know you're a fucking piece of paper. And one more thing. Why would he ever like me. I tried to talk to him but nothing came out. He would've probaby screamed 'gay freak' or some shit like that. He would never like me. Considering hes-
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Then the page was ripped out and I couldn't read the rest of it. I'm guessing it had something to do with a person he liked considering his last words were literally speaking about who he liked. I can't believe he felt like this. As if it was on cue Will started moving around and I quickly put the diary back.
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The doctor came in. "So i'm gonna need to ask you, Mr.Wheeler. What happened the day of the incident?" I told him everything that had happened that day, from me getting a call from Will to seeing Lonnie stand over him with a belt to falling off Lonnie's back then everything going black.

"Thank you for telling me." I nodded but my focus couldn't be torn apart from the boy in the bed still half-asleep. Will laid back down as I sat there processing what had been said in the diary. I looked over at Will's wrist hoping not to see scars but that wasn't the case. There were scars up to his shoulders...

I started to tear up as the boy next to me slowly fell asleep. I got my favorite book out. It was about a boy who finds himself liking his best friend. He finds out who he is and meets so many new people along the way. Sound too familiar? Yeah. Probably because that sounds exactly like what i'm going through.

I absolutely like Will so so much and I don't think I can express that enough. I don't think he likes me back though. In the midst of my thought I saw Wills diary fall off the table we shared. It was on the floor along with some papers he kept in there. He was still asleep somehow.

I picked up the papers first then the diary. I looked at the papers and saw that Will had kept the drawing I made for him. I looked at the pictures and they were drawings-of me? I looked at the papers more and saw the piece that was missing. The person he liked was me-? Oh my god.
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Wills POV:

I woke up enough to see Mike in the bed beside me writing something. I quickly noticed my diary was off my bed. I looked around and saw it on the table- did he stuff in it? Shit. "Oh, Will! You're awake! Sorry about the diary. It fell off your bed. You've been sleeping forever."

I smiled and looked at the clock. "Holy- jeez i've been sleeping for quite a bit." Mike chuckled and nodded. I still noticed he was writing. "What are you working on?" He looked up from the page. "A note. For a person I like. He-shit." My eyes widen as I gasp. "You- Okay hold on." I took a second.

"So- You like a guy and you're writing him a note even though you're dating Jane?" Mike nodded. "Holy shit! I can't believe you-most popular boy in Hawkins High- likes boys!" I could see Mike was starting to get uncomfy. "I-I'm sorry, that wasn't an insult. Who is the note for?"

I try to lean over to look but he hid it from me. I could make out a W? "Is that a W? W... W.... WALSH?!" I looked up and Mike just laughed. "Ew-- I would never like someone like him. He's a bitch who can't tell his face from his ass." I chuckled. "Well then who is it forrrrr??" Mike looked up and rolled his eyes.

"Excuse me! Don't roll your eyes at me young man." I said in a serious tone. He laughed and bit his lip. God- I don't understand how he is this perfect. "All you need to know is that it's for a boy in our grade." He said still writing. "Fineee." I was kinda dissapointed that he wouldn't tell me but it was okay.

The doctor came in a few minutes later. "You guys ready to go home?" We both looked at eachother then nodded and jumped out of bed. "Woah- Mr.Byers, your mom is here to pick both you and Mr.Wheeler up alright?" I nodded my head and so did Mike. We got walked out by a doctor and I saw my mom.

"Mom!" She came over to me and hugged me, "Oh baby, i'm so so sorry. I didn't even know he was in Hawkins! I shou-" I cut her off, "Mom. This wasn't your fault." She nodded. We all got in the car and the ride home was okay. It wasn't anything special. I did see some of Mike's note though.
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I don't even know how to explain my feelings for you. You're such an amazing and sweet person and I couldn't ask for a better best friend-hopefully more- I know we have had our hard times but I really like you-
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I couldn't see the rest but I didn't mind. Of course I hated the fact he liked a guy and it probably wasn't me. It's probably his best friend 'LuCaS' or someone like that. I just wanna get home.





A/N: I am so so sorry this took so long to get published!! I have had no motavation nor ideas:( I again am sorry for having this published later then I wanted it to. I hope you guys enjoyed:) (Go follow my husband Bonks-) He's amazing:) Ily guys and i'll try and get a new chapter out asap<33

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