Unknowingly Yours

27

Last night was a blur after Yeji arrived. I couldn't control my feelings. Why did she have to come and act like that? She just made my feelings for her get stronger.

"Ahhh!!" I scream into my pillow while kicking my feet in the air.

"What happened?" Soobin knocks on my bedroom door.

He came over today to see me because he's been busy so we haven't gotten a chance to catch up with each other. Even after he broke up with Yeji, he's been consistently sending me texts asking how I'm doing. He knows that Yeji rejected me and he feels bad.

Oddly enough though, he's one of the few people or probably the only person who's encouraging me not to give up on Yeji. He says give her time and she will come around. I'm not sure why he's so confident.

"I'm coming in so you better be dressed" he says when I don't answer him.

He opens the door and I don't care since I am dressed. He really became a brother I didn't know I wanted or needed.

"What's going on with you?" He ask.

"Yeji. That's what's going on with me. She came here last night being all heroic then my heart was like save me save me like a pathetic little bitch that it is" I exaggerate.

He laughs and approaches me on my bed to grab my hands to pull me up, "Get up. You're supposed to be hanging out with me, not sulk in your bed. You get to hang out with the one and only Soobin, the model and you're wasting it."

"You might be Soobin, the model in other people's eyes but you're just Soobin, the giant to me" I tease.

"Fine, hang out with the giant then. I don't know when we will be able to hang out like this for a while since I'm gonna be booked" he says.

"Do you think Yuna will be alright being a model?" I get up to head out to the living room while he follows.

"Yeah, why?" He ask.

"I'm worried that she's gonna work too much and she won't have time to take care of her health" I share my concerns.

"She has people like you and Chaeryeong who will make sure she's healthy so I'm not worried. It's a tough industry with so many restrictions and it can take a toll on you mentally but I have confidence in her. She's a natural. I've seen it myself. She will do great because she's talented but also because she has an amazing support system."

I appreciate him saying. I'll make sure to always check on Yuna and let her know I'm there for her.

"You brought food?" I ask while looking at the table in the living room.

"Yea, I'm not rude to come over to someone's house empty handed" He acts offended.

"Thank you" I smile at him.

"Are you still feeling sick though? I'm not sure what to give sick people so these are just things my grandma made" he says.

"You didn't have to do this" I say.

"Why not? What kind of brother would I be if I didn't do this. I brought enough for the other three too" he refers to my roommates.

Yuna is at training again since it's Sunday. Jisu and Chaeryeong are out on a date, again. They offered to stay home but I told them that Soobin is coming over anyways so I won't be alone. 

He serves me food which I awkwardly accept. I've never had a man take care of me like this except for Mr. Lee but I don't count him as a man because he's just papa Lee to me.

"So what happened last night that you're screaming today" he sits down.

I share with him about what happened with Minju and how my mom showed up then Yeji coming making my heart go crazy.