Her Cold Beast And His Dark Beauty

REGRET

[ Author - San ]

Hala Hala!!! Yo I'm back! Missed you guys so much! Sorry about dropping you like that, things got a little hectic so I had to sort it all out

As an apology I'll be doing a double release today to make it up to you all, please enjoy 😁👌

Jacob's POV

I run out of the room to the nearest forest. As I run I feel him banging against the seal that has been put up once again, thanks to Old Joe. I gradually transformed into my humanoid werewolf or as others would call it, Lycanthopian form. Letting Percy take over as I get updated on what happened while I was unconscious earlier

°What happened to me? Why is Lucien so active, he almost broke the barrier too?!°

'You see while you were knocked unconscious by his takeover. We discovered that you both cannot be awake at the same time... I'm not sure why but that's the case. The seal has weakened after all these years. This body is not originally yours so it's only natural that the owner would know a few tricks to escape their inner mind'

°En, you're right. I am but a hallucination with his memories and true feelings to make my own... I am but a personality created to protect him from going crazy°

Percy hisses at Siren and turns back to me, he is trying to comfort me about the bitter truth

"He didn't mean it like that Jacky boy. He just meant-"

I cut him off before he can begin his mushy speech that always ends awkwardly or at a loss for words

°I know but it's the truth. There's no reason for me to feel bad or down about returning one's body to the owner. I may not be the original but I know my feelings for her are mine. They have to be! Because- because I'll be leaving soon... For good. And I have to leave with at least one thing that's mine, originally borne out of my own will. Not his-°

My chest feels like it's tightening up from all the complicated emotions, exploding all at once. Too many to express or too tongue-tied to put into words. I sigh internally as I change my train of thought by, thinking about what could unfold when I leave this world or cease to exist. Then talk to Percy and Siren trying to change the topic

While having an internal dialogue, the Lycan under Percy's control roams about the forest. Going deeper and deeper into the unknown, slowly but surely rabbits the size of two loaves of bread start to appear around us. Unsuccessful in changing the topic, I decide to change tactics in convincing them. Why I should return Lucien's body to him

°Remember 100 years ago we made a deal with him°

'Yeah but we tricked him so it got extended by an additional lifetime. It's all because his a walking disaster, he slaughtered everyone. He even assaul-'

"He doesn't deserve to have all this power at his disposal or to be conscious"

I wonder why I was created. I'm only a split personality created as a coping method but to what?