Ella sat in bed and looked to her phone as she saw texts off of mick and sighed. Ella knew that a lot had happened and she knew how it scared her
Ella knew how she had ended it and how she told herself it was for the best but she knew that she missed mick. She was having his baby and it was all a mess.
She was just sick of it all. She was sick of the secrecy and all the stress Ella knew how enough was enough and how she had to try and deal with it and she wasn't prepared
Ella looked to see Amelia as she walked into the room and looked to her and smiled "are you okay?" Amelia asked as Ella sat up and looked to her and sighed
"I don't know. I was trying to do what was best and I thought it was ending it but I'm still pregnant and I'm still Having his baby and I don't know how to deal with it all. I just can't do all the secrets and lies" Ella said as Amelia sat on the bed next to her and smiled
She wrapped an arm around her and pulled her into a hug and smiled
"I know it's hard but I am here and it's all going to be okay. I am here for you and I am going to look after you" Amelia said as Ella looked to her and smiled
Ella knew just what a mess that things were and she knew that she couldn't deal with the drama of it
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Ella walked through the square as she felt someone grab her arm and pulled her aside and looked to see mick and sighed as she looked to him and sighed
"What do you want? I told you how things are. I am pregnant and I don't need the stress of it all and I am tired and I can't do this anymore. One minute you say that you love me and you energy me and this baby and that you will tell Linda and the next...your playing happy families. What do you want mick" she asked as he looked to her and smiled
"It's not that easy el. I do want you and the baby I do it's just I married her and none of this is easy" he said as she looked to him and sighed
"Decide what you want mick as I have no idea how much longer I can do this for" Ella said as she walked off
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Ella got back home and sighed as she looked to see Mel as she lay flat out on the sofa. Ella placed a blanket over her and sighed
Ella knew how messy that things were and it scared her. She knew how messy her family life was and her relationship with mick and she hated it
Ella placed a hand on her bump and sighed. She knew how everything was a mess and she just wanted to make it work
Ella sat on her bed and sighed as she placed her hand on her bump and frowned. Ella knew how messy that everything was but could she find a way to make it work?
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Forbidden Affairs (Eastenders)
FanfictionElla Owen is Mel and Steve Owens oldest child. She is sixteen and is just as manipulative as her parents. Ella returns to Albert square with her mum and her younger brother, hunter. Ella has no memory's off her life on the square since leaving when...
