Forbidden Affairs (Eastenders)

Nineteen

Ella sighed as she sat in her room and looked as she saw Amelia as she walked in and smiled

"mum is drinking again" Amelia said as Ella looked to her and nodded

"you have been with jack a lot she hadn't stopped. Everything has changed and I hate it and here I am bringing a baby into this toxic family it's a mess and I don't know what to do. I mean everything has changed and i hate it I just don't know if I can do this" Ella said as Amelia looked to her and smiled

"I know it's a mess but you are not alone I am here and will help you"

"no you have your own life I just have to sort things I can't do it anymore" Ella said as Amelia looked to her and frowned

"you can't be talking over leaving. Can you?" Amelia asked as Ella sighed

"I don't know okay I just don't know what good staying here is dong. It's a mess and I just don't know" Ella said as Amelia looked to her and frowned.

She knew that there mum hadn't been there for them since Hunter had died and how she didn't seem the care but she knew she was older and if she had to shed look after her sister.

She was young and pregnant and it was all a mess
      
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Ella smiled as she let mick in and smiled

"are you okay" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"just one of those days. You don't need to worry my mother is past our drunk in the kitchen she won't know your here" Ella said as she went to walk off as he grabbed her arm and smiled as he looked to her and smiled

"I don't know what is going on but I am here for you and I will make sure it is all okay look I love you and our baby and I just want to make it okay I have filled for divorce so it will just be us" he said as she looked to him and smiled as he kissed the top of her head

"I guess I'm sorry I'm just worrying over everything" she said as he looked to her and smiled "that's one look whatever happens I am here to look after you okay" he said as she looked to him and nodded as he leant in and kissed her.

She kissed him back and smirked as the kiss got more passionate as she lead him to the bedroom and pulled him inside as he pushed her onto the bed and smirked as they stripped off.

He pulled her cosine as he climbed on top of her as he pulled her close as he started to move in and out of her causing her to moan in pleasure

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Ella sighed as she walked into the kitchen and looked to Mel and rolled her eyes

"again?" Ella asked as she grabbed a bottle of vodka

"I'm not hurting anyone"

"just your liver. Look you can't keep doing this mum and I can't, you need to stop I know your grieving but this is no good for you and I can't help you mum. You need to start helping yourself or I am gone and I mean it I can't keep doing this anymore" Ella said.

Ella knew that it was too much and it was too hard and she knew how she did want to try and make it work but she knew she was too tired of trying help her and she couldn't do it anymore but could Ella really give on her mum?