One Seen

II. The day after

               The next morning, nothing unusual happens for today after I woke up. Like, it is all perfectly normal morning for me. What a boring one I got right here, but then I should not complain about how things have been improved than the last ones. Did any of those days really worth it? But then I think about how I become myself that just like today's me. Which is seriously a great miracle based on how I can see the world from my eyes now. This thing is probably thanks to my mother for giving me such a good genetic material, and so does my father.

          Well, just like how it is per usual normal day, I took a shower right before the sunrise to keep it fresh; the cold water seems to calm my mind effectively. I mean, a lot of problem's coming, and one warm water shower session ain't the solution for that. Probably for other that is one kind of a normal thing to use the warm water. but somehow I prefer the cold ones for a shower. It gave me a lot of sensation that I never get on the warm's shower session.

          Things could have been worked out otherwise if I just keep avoiding any whines over my pre-made life that is –by most of the people- said that it is, that I experiences are a luxury life. Which point do they directs their eyes on my life? I mean, all of these seems pretty normal for me, though I use kind of bulky-biggie-bike on me, that doesn't count it. That is in fact the only one choice that matches my preference, and also not to forget, that its prices are below normal kind of sport bikes on the market. Or should we make it into a conclusion that I just happened to pick the cheapest yet the flashiest ones. How is that sounds of a deal? Absolute win, and to be honest, I am fond of its machine ability to shrink my fuel budget down to its lowest since –more or less- the whole experience of me riding.

          Okay, back to the point that they called me a prince that is being way over spoiled on this kind of situation. What kind of spoiled life they think they are talking? Well, it is kind of my fault that I am always backed down when it was the role for me to show my agony over this life. That such hardship must be done to obtain a great prize in the end, which comes on the high price. The death toll could not be less horrifying that its sacrificial flesh for the "All-Granting-Reality" is about to be my life. Yes, that is not being over dramatic or hyperbolic, that sure is a way to perfectly represent how it is the life that I've led until recently. Well, though I think that is also kind of melodramatic sentence to put it down over there.

          Back to warm water, surely it is warm, and to be honest is fit too perfectly on such a cold situation ; which is a pretty strange one since it is not even snowing, and to make it clear that it is almost impossible to make it snowing here. Its warmness touches my long-broken cold heart that I've got here. I mean, lonely after all this year, just with those family that isn't without problem is surely a hard ones. Also, people that is trying to impose their bad habit and extra bad intentions on us, is diabolically the worst I've ever seen. The ones with power abusing and picking up on us – the weaker -  on such situation. Well, certainly that it is not unusual, looking back on those days – that is just about two or three days ago -  and past over the school days I lead, a harsh high school day.

          You know why people trying to do this over me? One reason that I've clearly know that it is their mind saying that they just can mess with us since they (think) that they are richer, stronger, having strong backup and such. Even they probably just those who using a lion as symbol to get the luxury of the king of the forest. That, I've seen such a reality just after my father passed about three years ago, now I am running through the fourth. Really, it is not an easy one being a fatherless son, which is vulnerable to another old wild lions seeking the affection of the party, and picking on young – especially male – cub, that on this case is me, a young man that its father just passed.